𝘽𝙞𝙧𝙙𝙞𝙚 // 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝘽𝙤𝙮𝙯 ✔

𝟮𝟴 • 𝗞𝗜𝗦𝗦

♤han chaewon♤

i was with chanhee all night long since the car crash didn't hurt me that much compared to haknyeon and jacob. we were both in the security room, with all the cameras in the house.

"what should we do now..?" i asked him as i scooted closer, i leaned my head back as i asked.

he turned to me and let me lay my head on his shoulder, patting it with his right hand. "let's stay here until the intruders come, then, it's up to the members to manage." he nodded to himself as he checked the cameras.

"okay."

i stared at the screen, i could see the other members getting ready even though we learned that the intruders had stolen their weapons.

"birdie." when he called me, i hummed softly so he continued to talk. "if they do come in here, i want you to stay with me, no matter what. i'll take you somewhere safe." he said, slowly grabbing my hand in his.

i looked up at him and saw that he was kind of staring. i backed off slightly and looked for my hand, it was trapped in his. my cheeks heated up as soon as i saw our intertwined fingers. unsure of his next action, i frowned and glanced at the screens.

"hey... what are you doing..?" i turned my head back to him.

for a second, he hadn't done anything. then he stood up from his chair, making me do it as well. he grasped my other hand, tracing the veins on it as i shyly turned my head to the side. it was 23:46. i felt his fingers on my chin, forcing me to look at him again.

s h i t.

he stepped forward, again, and again until the back of my thighs hit the desk softly. i didn't feel it so well, but i knew deep down i was kind of enjoying it. i was sure that it wasn't a good thing, but now that i was in front of him, having his face so close with his lips to tempting, i would agree with everything i'll get. his hand moved from my chin to my jaw, and he also looked at the digital clock.

"i wanna kiss you, chaewon. can i..?" he said in an unusually low voice. a sudden knot in my stomach appeared as his lips brushed mine, our fingers still intertwined. i didn't really thought si hard, i just nodded my head slowly and i could notice a smile on his face when he closed the gap between us.

i didn't know if i should regret this or not, but all my thoughts were blurred into the mess that was my mind at that moment. i couldn't really proceed what was going on.  yes.  chanhee was kissing me. his lips were so soft on mine that i wasn't even thinking about the possible consequences. my hands left his to hang around his neck and he instantly deepened the kiss a little bit more. in the background, we could hear the other men of the house chatting through the cameras, but at the moment i wasn't really focusing on that.

he wrapped his hands around my waist once we parted. "we... we shouldn't do that, chanhee." i said as soon as i could see his face and removed my hands.

he giggled and put his face in my neck as he was breathing heavily.

"anyway i'm happy to be your first kiss." i stiffened at his words unknowingly, but my cheeks still blushed.

"huh.. you're not." i said quickly, putting my head on his shoulder and closing my eyes.

"i meant your first kiss here." he added. stroking my back. i peeked at him, he was looking at me with a smile, i could not tell myself that i had just kissed him.. "what?" he cupped my face with both of his hands.

i genuinely started to panic, i noticed how his eyes changed even in the dark. he really cared for me. i put my hands on the desk to support myself since i couldn't escape his gaze.

"i- i'm just scared that we made a mistake.. if sangyeon knows we're gonna-" he hushed me and i stuttered looking down, it was like he had frozen on the spot, i couldn't figure out what he was thinking about. "i don't want to be hurt.."

"if sangyeon touches one strand of your hair, i'm gonna kill him, do you hear me? i can protect you." he scoffed and wrapped his arms around me again. i could feel the warmth of his body all over my body, his eyes full of tiredness. slowly, i grabbed his jacket and pulled him closer, kissing his lips a second time. he kissed back instantly, running his fingers in my hair softly. i knew it was very, very bad if sangyeon, or another member found out, but chanhee had already soothed me with his words. suddenly a loud alarm sounded in the entire mansion, announcing the attack of the intruders. "well... i think it's time, my lady." he said with a smirk.