Marauders Oneshots

long fucking a/n my g's

do I know where to start?

no

do I care?

also no

tw: mentions of sh, ed, suicide, rehab, anxiety

anyway, I'm super sorry (bro I've said that in the last 7 a/n's 💀)

OMFG I JUST JUST CHECKED AND BROSKI LITERALLY HASN'T POSTED A STORY SINCE THE BEGINNING OF JANUARY I'M ACTUALLY HORRIFIED AT MYSELF

I'm just telling you rn that you should expect a lot more sorrys xoxo

So the reason I've been gone so long is multiple things- I had to go to rehab all to do with anxiety, SH, ED and suicidal attempts and on top of that, I broke up with my bf so just in general I've been struggling really badly mentally and physically. So that obviously held me back so sorry about that

So in general I just needed a break from a lot of things, including writing. And ofc I'm not talking as if I'm some natural born writer who's famous and everyone loves 💀 but I'd like to think that some people like my stories and stuff so I want to keep writing anyway

The main reason I wanted a break from writing is because I don't want it to feel like a chore ig? I love writing sm, whether it's good or bad stories and I don't want it to be something that puts a lot of stress on me like 'oh you have to go post rn - wtf is wrong with you, you're so lazy' but more something I can do to just get away from everything else and enjoy. That is the literal reason of why I started writing- it was something I enjoyed where I could just write whatever I wanted and however I wanted to ig. 

I actually have no idea whether I'm making any sense or not 💔

So, yes, I am slowly getting back into writing now but I'm going to start writing my own stories again? I might do the requests later on but it's unlikely until I figure out how to start writing again without feeling the pressure. So to the 57 people who requested, I'm so so super duper extremely very never endingly sorry about that. I will open requests again eventually but I'm not sure when so for now requests are closed again and if I do end up opening them and tell you I'll do a request from you, please just be patient with me and if it takes a while, it takes a while but I'll try my best to do it! 

Also to the people privately messaging me and commenting hate and death threats in the comments for taking a break I'm genuinely shocked at how you have nothing better to do. Like go do something else xo also I'm literally just deleting the comment and/or blocking you so no point in trying 😍

also if anyone would like to talk to me about anything, my messages are always free to slide into bbg 😏😏😏

ANYWAY I'M SUPER SORRY TO EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO REQUESTED AND TO ANYONE'S HOPES I GOT UP BUT PLEASE LITERALLY JUST GO EASY ON ME I LOVE YOU ALL SM AND THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE WHO CARRIED ON SUPPORTING ME WHILE I WAS GONE AND WERE CHECKING UP ON ME YOU MEAN THE WORLD <33

ok bye fam

this wasn't actually as long as I thought it would be