just for you || rui x reader pjsk

(Prelude)

I'm ffey, and I succumbed to a compulsive desire to write a fic about rui.

to begin with, here are some trigger warnings (21st century amiright)
-swearing
-not really gore but sure
-suicide, self harm (mentions)

* * * signifies a time skip
Y/N is your first name
L/N is your last name

table of contents:

𖣘 Chapter 1: A Tale of Fantasy
𖣘 Chapter 2: Fantasy is Not Real
𖣘 Chapter 3: Fate's Frustrating Game
𖣘 Chapter 4: A Confused I
𖣘 Chapter 5: Hope?
𖣘 Chapter 6: Experiment
𖣘 Chapter 7: The Rain
𖣘 Chapter 8: Condition
𖣘 Chapter 8.5: Blurring
𖣘 Chapter 9: Sleep
𖣘 Chapter 10: Tangled Up
𖣘 Chapter 11: Selfish
𖣘 Chapter 12: Dad
𖣘 Chapter 13: Rehab, and My Will
𖣘 Chapter 14: Finale (a)
𖣘 Chapter 15: Finale (b)
𖣘 Chapter 16: Finale (c)
~ could it be? we've made it to the end?

this is my first public work that i've put out for more than 3 days without thinking it's cringe, so i've tried my best to make it a good story :))

all chapters that are out now have undergone editing :p

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additional note(s):
1. Mizuki Akiyama will be referred to as "she" outside of her side story because i was an absolute dumbass and i don't want to change it at one place and forget about it in another to cringe at when i inevitably realize that i forgot to change it there

2. please bear with the cringe as this is truly my first work that i want to get an ending for. all my stories in the past were the result of some whim, but i am now a lot more committed to writing and my next works will definitely be improved. (btw this story will NOT get a rewrite!! i like the vibes going on here)

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thank you sincerely to the people who've left comments and votes. i am still actively reading them, even if I don't respond and i rly appreciate it!!

have a good one
-ffey