11: Selfish

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Step one: Recall everything you can.

I am Y/N. My mom raised me mostly alone, and I...

Huh...

Anyway, on July 16th, I went to school and a fairy tale came true. The next day, July 17th, I almost got hit by a truck but was saved by a purple haired boy. He died.

Or so he should've.

I broke down, and the next thing I knew I was in my bed again.

Loop one: July 16th, 6am.

I went to school, and tried to change the way things went. It all ended roughly the same, but I died this time from random-ass kidnappers who never showed again. (What was that about?)

Loop two: July 16th, 6am (again).

I went to school, unsure of what to do.

Loop three: July 16th, 6.30am.

I...

I couldn't recall anything further. But there were more loops. And the last one I recalled was at 7am.

Perhaps the time I woke up each loop signified the timer I was given.

..Hmm...

...Purple haired boy...

Ugh, my head hurts. I can't even move my arm.

His name is...

God, it's right in front of me...so... it's...

Ah......

I feel like he was a big part of the loop...but...

!

Kamishiro...

Kami...shiro...

A small smile appeared on my face. I finally recalled something!

Suddenly, I heard the door knob click. Confused, I shut my already-barely-open eyes.

The sound of a plastic bag rustling rang in my ears. The sunshine shone on my skin. So...familiar...

"Good afternoon, Y/N."

"How are you today?" That voice!

"As usual, I've brought you more flowers."

"Because you..."

His voice began to fade away.

~

It was a windy yet sunny day.

Rui came to visit, as usual. And I couldn't open my eyes, as usual.

He held onto my hands, as he talked.

Suddenly, he asked me a question

"What is your wish, Y/N?" a gentle and warm voice.

I opened my mouth as wide as I could. "I..."

"I want to start to be able to walk. It doesn't need to be immediate, but the ability to use my legs..."

"Ah, don't worry about it, Rui. Everything I'm saying is equivalent to a daydream of a five-year-old."

"Mhm." he replied, urging me to go on.

Suddenly, a warm breeze blew in from the window.

"I want to be able to tell mom goodnight every single night."

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