Kabhi kabhi mai khud ko nhi samajh paati,
Aakhir chahta kya hai ye mann mera,
Kya hai iski tamanna,
Kya paane chla hai ye,
Kya chhodta chla jaa rha.
Akhir kon si manzil ki talash hai,
Zindgai jiye jaa rha jese zinda lash hai.
Apno ka saath chahiye,
Or apno se hi door ho rha.
Akhir kya chahta hai ye mann mera,
Kya hai iski tamanna.
Kabhi kabhi mai khud ko nhi samajh paati,
Kabhi hasti hu bindaas,
Kabhi dil bilkul udaas,
Kabhi titliyon si uchalti hu,
Kabhi khadoos mijaz.
Kabhi beparwah nachati hu,
Kabhi lgta hai kuch bhi nhi khaas,
Kabhi baccho si masti,
Kabhi bado si daant.
Kya hu mai wo jo dikhti hu sabko,
Ya wo jo koi dekh nhi pata,
Akhir ye mann kya hai chahta.
Kabhi Kabhi mai khud ko nhi samajh paati,
Bahar se dikhti hu sakht,
Par choti baat pe roo deti hu,
Kisi ki fikr nhi karti,
Par kisi ka dukh nhi dekh sakti hu,
Sab ko gusse mai daant deti hu,
Pr kisi ka bura nhi sochti,
Pyaar jatana nhi jaanti,
Par nibhana jaanti hu.
Gussail dikhti hu,
Pr jldi pighal bhi jaati hu,
Khabhi lgta hai mai pagal hu,
Gusse mai bhi roo padti hu.
Jab mai khud hi khud ko nhi samajh paati,
To kese koi or muje samajh payega,
Uljhe hue mere ehsaaso ko suljhayega,
Jab mai khud ko nhi samajhti, kya koi aur muje samajh payega.
Par kya muje zarurat hai kisi ko muje samjhne ki,
Kya kisi aur ka muje samajhne se pehle
mera khud ko samajhna zaroori nhi,
Kya ye zaroori nhi ki koi mere saath rhe, kyuki use pasand ho,
Meri ye uljhane,
Mera ye andaaz,
Mera khilkhila ke has dena,
Bina baat ho jana naraaz,
Mera aankhen churana jab mai bolti hu jhooth,
Mera akad dikhana jab jaati hu rooth,
Kya koi hoga esa jo bin samjhe bhi muje samajh jayega.
~~TANISHA PAYAL
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