Will Ariana cope with new changes or will she completely break?
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16 year old Ariana has never had an easy life. Coping with depression at a young age when she didn't even know what it meant was definitely not on her bucket list.
So when her mot...
"The reason why I keep My feeling To myself is because I can't Explain them"
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I woke up covered in sweat, and I desperately looked around the room to reassure myself that I was not with him and that I was safe and sound. I slowly started to calm down as my heavy breathing turned normal, and the senses slowly started to come to me. I sighed tiredly and then looked at the black-coloured alarm clock beside me.
It was three in the morning. I closed my eyes for two seconds, knowing full well that I wouldn't get any sleep.
I reopened headed outside my door, and went towards the kitchen to have a glass of water. I really should remember to bring it to my room always before going to sleep because this occurs to me pretty regularly.
She didn't give me any more because she knew I would get dependent on it, and I have slightly.
So, now, I have to live with nightmares. The thing that I always had since I got saved that day. At first, it was very constant, and I would have it every night when I slept, but slowly, it started reducing a bit.
But it's still clearly there.
I took a glass of mineral water before heading towards the big patio outside the house in the back of it. It was a beautiful place to just sit and relax, with over twenty various species of flowers and a big area where I could sit and stargaze over the calming night sky.
I took my phone and AirPods, which I packed in my pocket before heading out and plugging in my ears. Then, I played some random song from my playlist that I could listen to and relate to before turning off my book and lying down on the sofa, just stargazing.
As I looked around the stars, I noticed a constellation that looked really pretty: the Orion constellation.
On the celestial equator, Orion is a well-known constellation that can be seen from anywhere in the world. It is one of the night sky's most noticeable and familiar constellations. It is named after the Greek mythological hunter Orion. Blue-white Rigel and red Betelgeuse are its two brightest stars.
Yes, I know a lot about starts. It is definitely not my first time stargazing due to my nightmares. I have come to actually like stargazing. It is one of—if not the only—good things that came out of these nightmares.
I sighed in contentment, drinking more water to ease the tension in my body. I thought about what would have happened if I hadn't been kidnapped.
Well, for a thought, would I be like this? Definitely not. I would probably be a really joyous girl, living her life with no worries, playing with other people growing up instead of being mute for months on end, dealing with nightmares, and always fearing the worst.
