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TW// cussing, panicking, mention of 🌶spice🌶, crying, self harm cuts, talking about self harm, talking about why the person self harms
[I think that may be it but please please tell me if I missed anything!]

Raven's POV

I woke up with my mind hazy. I didn't recognize my surroundings, and I started to panic. I went to sit up but was stopped when I felt an arm around me, keeping me where I was. I was lying on my side with my back up against someone's chest.

My mind from the night before was a blur, and I didn't remember much. I reached and touched the arm lying on me. I recognized that soft skin. It was Faro's arm. He had his face buried in the back of my neck.

Boom. Memories of last night flooded my mind. I felt my face heat up at the thought of what happened.

I picked Faro's arm up off of me so I could sit up, and fully process what had happened. We were talking, I asked him about his sexuality, he kissed me, and then...everything else just...happened.

I shakily exhaled, running my fingers through my hair.

"G'morning." I heard from beside of me. I jolted my head over to see Faro lying there, topless, with a sleepy smile on his face. "Wha- What the fuck?" I asked. He tilted his head in confusion. "What the fuck did we do? My- My mom is gonna kill me! God forbid my dad find out! This- I'm- I'm screwed, Faro!" I flapped my hands and squeezed my eyes shut.

I felt him sit up next to me, wrapping his arm around my waist.

Faro's POV

"Calm down, Ray. It's not like we have to tell them." I said, gently patting his arm. "But I never keep secrets from my parents. Especially stuff like this! The only thing I've ever been able to keep from this is me being gay. And even that makes me feel like an ass for not telling them!" He said.

I sighed.

"I mean, if you wanna tell them, you can, but, I sure as hell am not telling my mum." I laughed under my breath.

We sat in silence for a while. Not awkward silence, but not comfortable either. It was just very...still.

"I- I guess I don't have to say anything. I mean, what's the harm in that? Guess I kind of overreacted. Still a bit...shocked. To say the least." Raven laughed under his breath.

His eyes suddenly widened.

Raven's POV

"Oh, shit! I didn't tell my parents that I wasn't gonna go home last night! What time is is?!" I gasped, reaching for my phone. "Fuck, it's already twelve?"

I opened my phone and went to call my mom.

It rang just twice before she answered.

"Raven?" She asked. "Where on earth are you? I've called you so many times!" She yelled. "I know, I'm sorry!" I picked at my nails. "Are you ok?" "Yes, I'm fine. I- I uhm...it just started getting late so I stayed over at Faro's place and forgot to call you, I'm sorry."

She exhaled.

"You cared me to death, Raven. Your father almost called the police! Your sister couldn't sleep last night!" She said. "I'm sorry. I'll be home later. Faro and I are gonna head to the rink and I'll be home afterwards, ok?" I said. "Alright, be safe." "Ok, I will."

"Bey, Raven, love you."

"Bye, love you too."

I then hung up.