Dirty Secret

Chapter 6

T A L L U D ' S E X
R E U N I O N

I TEXTED COLLETTE that i can't come today, and next week. But then, in this week, one week had passed after our conversation and here i am now.

"LET GO OF ME, COLLETTE! ISA!" i shout on him, but he seems not to hear me and continue to kiss my neck and leave another hickey, not contented of what happens last week.

“Can't you remember that you already have a f*cking fiancee?!” I shouted it at him, with a full-package anger with it, but h*ck, this guy was as if numb or something after being contented with my body, he starts to hug me tight before whispering in my ears.

“Why did you leave without any notes to left?” he asked me, with his husky voice, girl i couldn't take it anymore, anytime i am sure that i will cling to him forever already.

Without any notes? Didn't i left a video, just for him? I mean, i really did record one, but what if..... He still hasn't watched it? Of course, he hasn't, he will not cling to you if he already did.

“I left a video.”

It was the only sentenced i said before leaving him, hanging, i fixed my blouse's buttons as if take the way towards the elevator.

Mukha na akong minukbang na ewan, ayss!

Nang sumakay na ako sa elevator ay sinundan pala ako ni Collette, inis ko siyang tinapunan ng tingin.

“What in the world you needed, huh? May fiancé ka na, kaya pwede ba tigil-tigilan mo na ang pagke-kereng-keng sa akin, okay? Naintindihan mo ba?”

He didn't say anything, he just stand up and chin up, as if not hearing anything i said.

“Bingi ka ba o manhid? Ha?”

“Manhid, you made me became numb, Zaira, when you left, as if my world crushes, what's worst is you didn't gave me any reasons to think why. Why would you suddenly left without any goodbye.”

“I didn't makes you to be like that, Collette. All i do is to leave you, our situation during that time is already enough for me to leave! Ano ka ba naman, oo nga, mahal mo ako, ang tanong mahal, minahal ba kita? May affair tayo, i have affair  at you, at you that on other side was my mother's fiance, hindi ako baliw o na-hehello na, COLLETTE. That's why i choose to runaway from consequences that should be against us after that day,  Call me toxic, gold digger, slut, whore, whatever you feels of, but i don't gave any fucking care.” i harshly answered at him.

And with that, he was left speechless, when the elevator hits the first floor, i rushed to go out and run towards my yellow Ford car.

“Pusang ina!!”

Yung tensyon namin kanina ay hindi pa rin mawala-wala sa kabuuan ng katawan ko.

Hindi ko namalayan na umiiyak na pala ako, ang OA ko talaga! Zaira, what if mamaya sa reunion ay andoon sila? Sinong sila? Silang mga ex niyo! Shutang gala!

Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko dahil sa nerbyos na nararamdaman ko. Shuta!

Halos manuyo na rin ang lalamunan ko, Zaira, ayus ka pa ba, hindi, char, medyo, half-half tayo diyan sis.

Pinaandar ko na yung kotse ko at mabilis pa kay flash na dumating sa pag-rereunionan naming magkakapatid, just like what i expected, isinama ni Kuya Sabvier yung ex niya at yung mga ex namin, shutek na ito.

Akward na ngumiti ako, at halos mapa-alis ako sa kinatatayuan ko ng makita si Collette na kausap iyong mga anak ko. They're having their bond.

“Mommy?” Marinus called me. Reason for his brothers to look at my direction.