Dirty Secret

Chapter 37

The Memory Return

BASANG BASA ng pawis ko ang kabuuan ng katawan ko habang nanginginig naman at nanlalamig, di lamang ang katawan ko....pati na rin ang mga pawis ko na bumangon ako. Hinahabol ko ang kinakapos kong hininga na niyapos ang sarili at nagsimulang maluha.

Tumulo ang mga luha ko at wala sa sariling tulala sa kung saan habang humihikbi at lumuluha. Nakagat ko ang ibabang labi habang lumuluha.

N-No! It can't be..!

Dali-dali at nanginginig ang mga kamay ko na dinial ang cellphone number ni Jaxon na naka-saved sa cellphone ko. Ang mga paa ko ay tila natatarantang ewan.

I tipped my toes on the floor as i wait for Jaxon to answer the call. Natataranta ang kabuuan ko. And when he finally answer, i didn't let him talk and immediately confronted him.

Sobbing. “JUST WHO AM I REALLY, JAXON?!” inis, luhaan, gulong-gulo, nalilito, hindi maintindihan at dismayado kong sigaw sa kaniya. Mukhang natigilan din siya sa bigla kong sabi.

He faked a cough. “Good midnight, huh.” is all he answered.

Napapikit ako sa inis habang malalim ang pagkakagat sa ibabang labi ko.

I heard him sighed. “You remember all of the memories now, amari Bambolina?” he asked.

I nod as i gets familiar with the biological name i owned. My tears dried on my cheeks.
“A-amari? As in like a princess in translation?” i asked to make sure.

I heard some muffled noises at the other line, seems like something... Oh, goodness! Don't tell me they're having their sexy time?! “Y-yes, like that...”, i heard him coughing. “Yeah, that's the meaning, anyways, let just talk about it later noon, okay?” he didn't let me answered and ended the call.

I pressed my lips together as i look at my phone. I was lost in my thoughts and didn't notice that i'm dialing Collette's number. One ring and he answer.

(“Hey, what's our problem, wind?”) he asked, immediately.

Napangiti na lang ako. He knows me so well.

I sighed. (“I remember everything now, Collette.”) i began, i heard something or maybe someone... Falls from somewhere in the other line.

I heard his curses. (“Oh, fudging sheez! D-did you....? Really?! That's awesome! That's good to hear! D-do you want us to talk about it, hmm?”) he asked, sunod-sunod ang naging pagtanong niya. Which i find adorable. What a cute guy we have here.

I smiled and look at my window. (“Can we... really? I mean, maybe you still wants to sleep, need some rest or need to do something, Collette.”) i honestly answered.

I heard him chuckled. (“Wind, even if i am the busiest person in this world. For you, i will clear every just to give you my time, my attention, my everything because you're worth it of all of them. You deserved all of them, okay? So, come on, let's talk about it if that's what my wind wants to. Should i go over there? I can drive now, wind.”) he suggested and explained.

And i got whipped again. He just melted my heart. He made me blush! My body releases adrenaline, which dilates my blood vessels and bring them closer to my skins's surface, resulting for a pink or reddish hue—which is my forehead and cheeks right now. Even my neck is! Almost my whole face, goodness!

I faked a cough. (“I-ikaw... K-kung gusto mo, a-ano, siguro... C-call na lang, oo.”) nauutal na sagot ko sa kaniya. It earns a chuckle from him, manly, seductive and so praising to hear.