LOVE ME

THE TALK

"What do you mean by cancel it?" He walked towards me, his eyes changed into darker shade of grey.

Why is he angry?

"You don't want it?" He gritted his teeth. "Then tell me what do you want? Hm?? The guy who was with you in London?" He came close to my face.

"Arjun... S-stay away..." I stuttered. "But I don't want to" he grabbed my waist and pulled me towards him.

"We are getting married Shreya, You are going to be my wife...." He whispered into my ears, giving me shivers. His demeanor is totally changed... It's not the Arjun I know.

"Arjun why are you doing this?" I whispered meekly. He stared into my eyes with so many emotions I am unknown with.

"I have a meeting with your father, we'll talk after that... Wait for me hm?" He smiled and caressed my cheeks, as if nothing happened.

Is he Bipolar?

I was sitting in my office, waiting for him. I want to end this as soon as possible. The door opened and I saw Arjun. He smiled at me.

He sat infront of me, "Sorry for making you wait, kitten!" He sat in front of me. "STOP calling me THAT!" I snapped.

"As if I will listen to you!"

"Obviously you aren't listing to me... God damnit stop making my life more messy than it is already!" I shouted.

"What am I doing?"

"The nerve of this guy" I whispered. "You said Yes to this marriage proposal... That's what you did."

"Why you have problem with it?" He Snapped in anger and glared at me. I scoffed, "Obviously I will have problem with it knowing you love someone else... What about Diksha huh? I don't want to come between--"

"I have no one my life Shreya...." He stared at me blankly. "W-What do Y-You mean? Where's Diksha?"

"I don't think so it is anything to do with you.. you got your answer right?"

"What the fuck is going on in my life!!!" I frustratedly sighed.

"Just marry me Shreya... You told me work on my insecurity ... You said if I know what problem is then I should change it in myself, I am willing to do that but only if it's you"

"I want to be the better person... Only if it's you. I want to give my best to you.... I want you Shreya...I am ready to stand with my bare soul in front of you..."

"Why me?"

"You have no Idea about your surroundings right?" He chuckled. "How about I tell you that I like you?"

"No way..." I gasped. "This is Obviously not the way I wanted to let you know but Shreya I like you... I just don't know when it happened but it just does"

"Whenever you are near me I feel warmth and loved. Even in The Chaos of this fucked up world looks Serene with you... You are my peace."

" I may sound like I want to use you for my messed up life but trust me I tried.... I tried to stay away from you and not drag you with me but this destiny always makes me stand in front of you...."

"I am messed up too Arjun!" I said truthfully. "I don't care.... I just want you. Even if you are messed up, even if you are broken. I am ready to untangle all those mess and patch all those broken parts of yours.... Just be mine"

My breathe Hitched, My heartbeat rate rised as his words left his mouth. My mind was blank at the moment.

The person I've loved for these years likes me? I don't know what I feel.... Should I say yes? I mean.... Urgh!

It's so overwhelming.

"It's ok take your time" He caressed my cheeks. I felt my cheeks burning, I am blushing.

I stared at him blankly, his eyes showed adoration?

I know he said he likes me but his eyes says something different... Something more passionate and strong.

He walked away after giving me a smile. "I need fresh Air" I literally ran away from office.

I took cab and went to beach, where I know I can find peace. I sat on Sand and looked at the ocean.

There was turmoil of feelings inside me. Am I ready to take a big step?

I know I love him and he said he have no one in his life... But still I am hesitant, what if he's not over her? I don't want to be a rebound.

I wish you were here right now to tell me what to do... I miss you, I really need you....

I was just staring at particularly nothing, I felt something odd. I looked around but haven't found anyone.

I don't know how much time it went by, sitting there I got up and started walking towards road when I bumped into someone.

"I am sorry" I said, I wasn't really paying attention I started walking again, the person whom I bumped walked a few steps behind me, I felt a little weird so I looked back there was no one.

The hell.... I am pretty sure he was behind me...

"What the fuck do you think you are doing?" I was startled, I looked in front of me. "Arjun?" I said and again looked behind.

"What are you looking at?" Arjun grabbed my hand made me look him "Look at me when I am talking... Why the hell you came here without any security and neither told anyone!!" He shouted.

His grip on my arms tightened, "SPEAK DAMN IT!! YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED I WAS!!" I flinched. 

"Gosh! I am fine... I am not a kid, nothing happened to me" I rolled my eyes.

"You security... You life is not a joke Shreya" he glared at me in anger. "I was looking for you like a mad man Everywhere... when I got to know you aren't at home yet! What were you even thinking?"

"Gosh! Arjun... Stop being overdramatic. You are still not my husband"

"We'll change this fact in some months... sweetheart" He kissed my forehead. He kept his lips there for quite a long time.

I closed my eyes in anticipation, And damn those butterflies in my stomach...I felt alive all over my body.

His mere touch have this much power over me.

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Heyy lovelies!!!
Zada jaldi to nhi ho rha? I don't want to drag the story neither I want to rush it... I hope it's in the right phase....

What do you guys think?