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78.

Jhene Aiko "Comfort Inn Ending" playing

One, two, one two
Thought I told you not to trust these hoes
Say they love you, when you know they don't
Say they will, but shit, you know they won't
Yeah, you hear me, you don't feel me, though
And you are not the only one
You are not the only one, yeah
You are not the only one
You are not the only one
Okay, fuck it
It was Dominik, David, Braden
All of them did the same to you
Marquis and Sean and Brian
All of them had they way with you
Ever so often you get lost and miss out on everything

"Breathe in and out." My instructor said.

I liked meditation class, it was one way I found peace.

"How do you feel?"

"I feel calm."

"Are you relaxed Yanyria?"

"I'm relaxed a little, I just have a lot going on in my head."

"Well whatever is going on, let it out."

"It's not so simple to let it out."

"You wanna talk about it one on one?" "It's just you and I until my nephew comes."

"We can."

"Well what is it?"

"I'm still in love my children's father." "I didn't wanna admit it but I don't think I can stop loving him."

"It's not just I have love for him, but I love him."

"And he put me through so much pain and suffering that you would think that I'm crazy for still being in love with him."

"No I wouldn't think you're crazy Yanyria."

"What pain did he put you through?"

"Um he abused me."

"Physically, emotionally, and sexually."

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"GET THE FUCK OFF ME DAYVON!"

"Get the fuck off you?!"

"Fuck you kicked me in my face bitch!"

"D..Dayvon you hurting.. me stop."

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This how you gone be with yo son?"

"Duh."

"You think I ain't gone be here for my kid?"

"No.. what, I never said that Dayvon."

"That's what you thinking though."

"No Dayvon.. no I'm not."

"Yeah yo ass let people get in yo head bout me and that's the problem."

"I know you gone be here for our baby.. Dayvon."

"I wasn't trying to make you upset Dayvon my bad."

"It's always yo bad or you sorry."