i hate this life

chapter 4

6 AM
Harrys pov

I go to the kitchen and i see a knife in the sink. I cleaned everything last night before i went to bed. I even showed the king and the queen. I turn on the light cus i didn't yet. Wait there is blood on the knife.

Okay so either someone is dead or someone cut them self. I hope non of them. Liam walks to me. 

"Wait is that blood?" he asks. "Yes but it had to happen when everyone went to bed cus i cleaned it. Do you know someone who would either kill or hurt them self?" I ask. Liam shakes his head and goes to the garden. 

I need to tell Louis, he might knows something. I know he wouldn't but maybe he knows who it could have been. 

Louis gets in the kitchen after i texted him. He is always up early so he can get ready. He walks in without shirt. Believe me, Louis without shirt is HOT! He has abs and i can't stop staring to be honest. 

"What is wrong and why are you rudely staring at me?" he asks with a smile. We are together and i really love him. Not for him being a prince but he is really gentle and nice to me.

"Uh a knife and you look handsome" I say and he smiles. I show him the knife and he gasps. "The only 3 people awake were Zayn, me and Niall. Zayn and i were together till we were in bed so it could be niall. I tell my parents you found a knife with blood while we eat and you can focus on everyone's reaction" he says.

Louis pov

I don't believe it can be Zayn and to be honest, after what i said last night to Niall it wouldn't surprise if it was niall. I just wouldn't except it cus he never cares a shit about what anyone says. 

I change and then everyone goes downstairs. We start eating breakfast. "Are you exited for parents day today?" Mother asks. We all nod, I know niall won't be at school but whatever. 

"So uh Harry found a knife in the sink and it had blood on it. Did someone kill someone?" i ask and Niall goes a bit more pale than the rest. I know enough now.

Nialls pov

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! I left the knife in the fucking sink! How could i be this stupid? My arm really hurts tho and it stinks bad. I wanna cut myself again to be honest. 

"No, does anyone else know something?" father asks. We all shake our heads and i don't feel like eating again. By now it is normal i don't feel like eating. No one notice like ever. Its raining outside.

"We can't let Liam work now! It is storming" i say feeling bad. "He has to work. Our garden needs to look good" father says. "It raining! He can get sick" i start to protest. Yeah i know it is very stupid to do this but i can't care less right now.

Liam is the only person who maybe can help me over my suicidal thoughts all the time. "He is gonna work niall" father says again. "Fine! I am walking to school!" I almost yell at them. "Then you get sick" Zayn says a bit worried. "I. Can't. Care. Less" i say and i walk out. The guards try to stop me but i am way faster.

I walk to Connor cus he lives nearby. I arrive at his house and he opens the door. He burst out laughing when he sees how soaked i am. "Shut up" damn my arm hurts bad. He lets me in and gives me a towel.

"What happened?" He asks. "So they let liam just work outside and i got mad and i walked away" i say.

"You really like that garden dude don't you?" Connor asks as i clean myself up a little. "He understands me and he is the only one who cares at home. They found a knife in the sink with blood" i say. "Who's blood?" Connor asks making tea. "Don't know" i lie.