"So I guess you were right you slept with me first" I said
"What are you talking about Ki?" He asks
"In the locker room Amari told me that you said you were going to sleep with me before him" he said
"What? I never said that" he laughs
"That's what Amari told me" I said
"Amari is a lame who lies, last year we did get into it in the locker room" he said
"Why?" I ask
"The guys were talking about our senior prom and Amari said if you don't fuck him by senior year he's leaving you I found that disrespectful so I was ready to fight" he said
"What? He'd break up with me if I didn't have sex with him?" I sit up on the bed covering my naked body with my sheets.
"He said he was joking but you don't play about some shit like that." He said
"If he couldn't wait until I'm ready he should've broke up with me then and why didn't you tell me!" I ask
"Bebita you were happy and I didn't want to ruin it" he pulls my arm back down
I lay back down with him laying on his chest.
"You should've at least I would've known" I said
Xavier rubs my back, sex with Xavier was gentle, he kept ask me if I was okay. It doesn't hurt as bad I thought it would, I kinda liked the pain.
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Later that night
I was laid out on the couch in Xavier's arms watching the Notebook eating hot cheetos and drinking hot chocolate. It's a weird mix I know but I wanted hot cheetos and Xavier wanted hot chocolate.
"That's how we're going to be" Xavier said
"What? White and reckless?" I said
Xavier chuckles "No bebita, in love"
Hearing him say them words to me gave me butterflies.
I look up at him "You mean that?"
"I do, but I'll wait till you're ready no rush" Xavier kisses my forehead
"Xavier?" I ask
"Hm?" He says
"Why do you like me?" I ask
"I like you because you make my heart beat faster whenever you're around....When our eyes meet I can see that you're admiring me and that gives me a weird feeling in my stomach. When you hug me my heart stops... I want to touch you 24/7 because you make me so damn happy. You care for others like no one does you always make sure people are okay and sometimes you forget to check up on yourself. You're literally the best part of my day. When someone makes a joke you try your hardest not to laugh and it's adorable. I like you because through all of my family issues you stuck beside me." He said
I was speechless, Amari has never said anything close to that to me before.
"Ki you good? You're a little too quiet" Xavier said
"It's a good quiet not a bad quiet" I said
I honestly didn't expect that I expected him to say "You're different"
"I can't explain how I feel" I said
"Then explain how you don't feel" he said
"You don't make me feel like I have to hide myself like I don't have to be perfect for you. You don't make me feel as if I have to go through things alone. You don't make me feel lost and hopeless. You make me feel safe" I said
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RomanceHe's a mafia prince, rich and handsome, cold, manipulative, and dangerous. A savage with no regard for mercy. And he has his eyes set on Kiya. But there's something about Ares that draws her to him. And after dark forbidden lines are crossed feeling...
