Ill Save You All

chapter 24

They had to do an emergency surgery on me . I had tore the stitches and was bleeding internally. it was fast but doctor said that I need to cool it on the temper. I was gonna be ok.

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Its been a few days since the surgery and so far so good. doc says its pretty much healed and that I could go home later tonight. things are looking up. . I was so upset i had kicked all the boys out and no one was aloud to see me except for wyl. he's the only one i can tolerate right now since me and him just bond on a more emotional level.

Colby has been blowing up my phone to see if im ok but i have been ignoring him for obvious reasons. how could he go behind my back and go on jobs , while i specifically got shot telling him to leave me so he would be safe?

"roxy your in your head whats going on?" wyl says as he puts his hands on mine. " wyl i have almost died , more times then i should have to count protecting everyone. I love the thrill and getting shot is low key kinda fun , it marks a story of each time I've saved you guys, each time i have saved anyone for that matter. i dont wanna quit.." i say with a sigh. " listen here, " he says to me . " you cant protect us forever , one day , you wont be able to but it wont be your fault.." he paused before he said his next sentence and yea this is gonna hurt isnt it?

" roxy you cant keep on blaming yourself because of what happened to stiles. did you hold the gun ?" he looked me right in the eyes as hes saying this. "no.." i mumble. " did you pull the trigger? " he says stern . "no .." i say as i let a tear down my face. i have been so hard on myself and for what ? hes right . its not my fault.. " but i feel like i could have.." he cut me off. " no roxy you couldn't have done anything in that moment , the whole beach was surrounded ."

" your.... right." he looked at me with shock in his eyes. that is probly the first time someone has heard me say that they are right. i do need to apologize. colby is a grown man who can make his own decisions. i was just selfish because if i lost colby i lost my world , the air that i breathe . jake , im so mad at him but if colby wouldn't stop insisting i guess i cant be to mad at him.. but im not sorry for punching him because if im being honest ive wanted to do that for a long ass time. " your right , every single word . " i say as i hug him and cry in his neck. " just know that we will be ok , we can take care of ourselves , especially now that we know how to fight and shoot a gun thanks to you. " wyl said with a slight giggle. " yea i guess so huh. " i say with a low giggle wiping the tears off my face.

I get off the bed after about 2 minutes of relaxing figuring out what I'm gonna say to Colby. I hesitate to call him. after 1 ring he picks up ." omg darling are you ok? did the surgery go good? are you gonna DIE? " he is asking me every question he can . " Colby can you please shut the fuck up for the love of GOD" i say with a slight laugh. "what's so funny" i smile even though he cant see me. "Colby.. I'm dying" he paused and started to freak out. " IM COMING RIGHT NOW" he hung up the phone before i could tell him i was joking. "oh no.. uh... wyl , Colby is on his way and he... you might not wanna be here when he does. " i say with a smirk. me toying with Colby only resulted in one thing. " Roxy why...ooooohhhh nvm I'm just gonna go. you gonna be alright? " he said with a concerning look." yes I'm gonna be ok. and wyl? " i said as he turned back to me. " thank you." i said with a smile. he truly is my best friend.

Wyl left ,as i sat in my bed looking through my bag Tara had sent me. " of course you would thank you " i whisper to myself pulling out a red lace lingerie set . i pull it on and look at myself in the mirror. I place my hand on the scar that i have , i smile. just as i turn the door burst open " BABYGIRL " Colby shouted , he then stopped to look at me completely healthy and the scar almost healed. " wait... what i thought you said.." he said in a growl . he started to walk over to me . i start to back up every so slightly . " Colby ... you hung up before i could say it was a joke... " i smirk . knowing damn well hes pissed and when he is.. oh boy.

he approached me and put his hand around my neck. " you know you have to get punished right" he smirked tightening his grip , pushing me and pinning me against the wall. "yes" i say as i gasp lightly for air. he picked me up throwing me over his shoulders. he smacked my ass leaving a hand print. he knows i love getting spanked." you've been a very naughty girl" he said smacking my ass again making it red. i couldn't help but let out a slight moan. " Colby wh.. " i look up as hes taking me to the shower. " so they don't hear what I'm about to do to you , my dirty little slut" he smacked my ass one more time befor putting me down and ripping off my lingerie leaving me completely exposed. " Colby that was my favorite outfit. " i sigh . " ill get you a new one.." he growled as he snaked his arm around me nuzzling his mouth in my neck and biting me and sucking on my sensitive spots aggressively. with his other hand he put on the shower .

he let go of my neck and guided me in the shower. i was standing there hot and flustered , panting wanting him to come and take me, all of me. he quickly stripped and he was already rock hard . i bite my lip checking him out. as soon as he hopped in. he kissed me and placed his back on the wall pulling me in , placing his hands right above my ass, it sent shivers down my spine. oh boy did i know what time it was. " get on your knees babygirl.." he grinned as i did what i was told.

A/N OMG OMG OMG THIS IS SO AAAAHHHHH