Regret

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Yosuke's POV:

No... No, no, no, no, no!!

This is wrong. This is so fucking wrong...

...My god...

I mean... what the FUCK!?

None of this can be true, surely...

I mean... Yu likes girls? He loves a girl!?

Unless... she's Kanji...?

But... No...

I just...

Fuck!

My thoughts are running wild in my mind and I can't comprehend it all.

I return to the table on the roof.

"You okay, Yosuke?" Chie scoffs.

"Yeah, you look totally pale..." Yukiko murmurs.

"Well, duh," Rise says. "He did just go to clean out a bathroom."

"Did you see Sensei and Kanji on your travels, Yosuke?"

"I..." I find myself trailing off.

What the hell am I meant to say!?

"Nevermind; found 'em." Teddie smiles, waving behind me.

Shit.

And, well, of course, I can't handle it. So, yeah. I start running.

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Yu's POV:

"Yosuke, wait!"

"Leave it," Kanji mutters, pushing my arm down.

"...Fuck," I whisper.

"What's up with that?" Chie asks.

"I gotta go talk to him," I say.

"What, you have a death wish?" Kanji mutters.

"I... I can fix this. I swear. I know I can."

"Fix... what?" Rise frowns.

"You just-" I begin, but I cut myself off. Because I have more important things to do.

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Yosuke's POV:

The boxes... Just... focus on the boxes...

Dammit, how the hell am I meant to focus on these freaking boxes!?

I groan, slamming one down to the ground.

It's kinda funny, 'cause I know it has fragile equipment in. But, who gives a fuck.

I lean back against the wall, pressing my hands to my face.

I... I still can't believe it... It's just... so messed up...

What did Kanji do to him...?

I get shaken out of my thoughts by the sound of the door opening.

"Y-Yu?" My eyes flicker open.

"...Hey." He speaks softly as he closes the door behind him.

"J-just go, man," I murmur.

"Yosuke, I need to talk to you."

"No, you don't," I whisper. "Yu, just... please, just go."

"...Why?"

"Because... This is just... too fucking much for me."

"...Too much for you?" He scoffs. "What about me, huh? How this makes me feel?"

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