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You ended up being infected with the flare after you saved Newt from a crank. You hadn't told anybody at all. You had been great at hiding it. All you had to do was isolate yourself whenever you could. Plus, you could brush off aggression as fear.
Then, the veins started to grow. There was no hiding them anymore. They figured out you were infected with the flare. They only found out after you rescued Minho. At that moment Thomas hated himself for not noticing.
"No!"He yelled, doing everything he could to stop you from killing yourself. You didn't say anything as animalistic growls were the only thing to be heard.
He quickly gets on top of you to stop you from doing anything that could kill you. By this point the struggle has been going on for so long that his body was threatening to collapse. His stomach was covered in bruises from how often you kneed him in the gut.
"You're going to be okay,"He tried to promise as you looked at him. Black drool was dripping down your chin along with blood covering your body. You grabbed his head in an attempt to kill him when your mind cleared.
As you saw what you were doing your eyes filled with tears.
"I love you Thomas,"You whisper before you lose it again. In that second you pull the knife he forgot about out of your suit and sprinted away. The flare seemed to give you some kind of power to do so.
Or maybe it was your desperation to get this over with.
Thomas tried to catch you, but he's too late. He watches as you plunge the knife into your chest. You go limp and collapse on the ground.
"No,"He uttered, not knowing how to speak. He falls to the floor and screams. It was painful to hear, even from miles away. So much so that his friends heard it. They did their best, running through gunfire and explosions to give you the cure.
When they do make it they see it's too late. You're dead.
Thomas looks up at them. Minho drops to his knees in disbelief and tries to make himself believe this wasn't real. Gally just stands there in horror. He hadn't felt a pain like this before. Newt can't even move as he sees you. He knows you sacrificed yourself once to save him. It had been so small, so innocent at the time. Brenda doesn't even feel like she's breathing as she sees you, unmoving, yet your eyes are wide open as they stare at the tauntingly beautiful sky above you.
Thomas just looks at them.
Then, a voice comes over the city. He can hardly manage to catch them as the puddle of blood surrounds your body.
All he hears is that he could have saved you. It's too late for that though. You're dead.
Now he knows he has to give himself up. After all why would he want to live in a world without you?
