Bloody Flowers (solangelo vampire AU)

Nico bottle feeds Will (and other more important stuff)

TW: non con behavior (for a little bit?), umm loss of thinking? Nico not knowing how humans work, really bad medical advice, blood.

A/N: ummm.... I'm sorry. That's all. Enjoy my friends. Unedited. Sorry but I gotta get packed for school.

Twinkies were not enough. 

After I gave Will (its sooo nice to use actual names) his second twinkle of the day he asked me if that's all I was planning on giving him. I told him it was and he then launched into an hour long lecture about dietary needs. 

I listened to the lecture for once and went and bought a bunch more food. 

I'm glad he's feeling safer now, even if he still doesn't want me anywhere near him, but I'm also terrified of what's going to happen today. 

I turn sixteen in a few hours, and I have no idea how I'm going to react. What if I break my promise and accidentally kill the boy? 

I think back to how sure he was that I was going to kill him, only two days ago. 

I'm not going to prove him right. 

 I'm sitting in a room with Jules across from me. I've been bouncing my leg for so long that I'm starting to vibrate.

"Sir please, calm down. If you get all worried like this, you're just going to have a harder time, this really isn't a huge deal." My butler says staring at my still shaking leg.

"Not a big deal? Im going to completely lose control of myself! What if I break something? Or I hurt someone?" I grab my leg to stop the bouncing, standing up to pace instead.

"Sir, with all due respect, anything in this house is replaceable, and the only people here are myself, a familiar, who cannot die unless your bloodline dies, and a very replaceable human. You've nothing to worry about."

I look up at the clock. Five minutes left. I can feel my fangs itching, as though they're aware they will finally be able to feast on human blood.

I pace another lap, 4 minutes.

I tie my hair up as much as I can, 3 minutes

Jules goes to his room as I told him to do, 2 minutes

I sit down gripping the arm rests as tightly as possible, 1 minute.

59

Sh*t

58

Sh*t

57

Gods why me.

56

Please don't kill anyone, Nico.

55

I shut my eyes

Is it time yet?

I open them

10

Deep breath

9

I have a promise to keep

8

But can I really keep it?

7

Yes, I have to.