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heard a loud noise as I walked upstairs to my room. I just came home from school.

I looked behind me, It was coming from the living room...

He's home.

"Dad?"

"Karl. Come here." he demanded.

He was drunk again.

"No. you need to rest now, please go to your room." I said, fear clearly visible on my face

"No Karl. Come here. I want to talk to you"

"No dad.." I started walking up the stairs, but he stopped me, by grabbing my hand.

"WHEN I TELL YOU TO COME HERE YOU GET YOUR ASS AND COME. YOU'RE A DISAPPOINTMENT! YOURE THE REASON YOUR MOTHER LEFT." He shouted at me, my body started shaking, tears began to form in my eyes

"I'm sorry..." I apologised, but I always ended up being beaten up. This was an another evening like the others.
I sat on the bathroom floor, crying, bruises all over me.

My fluffy hair in my face, my phone in my hand, calling George, my bestfriend.

"Hey Karl, what's up?" He said happily

"He, did it again." I managed to get out, my voice was shaky.

"I'll be there in five. I'll get your favourite snacks, I'll spend the night too if that's okay."

"Yeah, it's okay, thank you" I said , between sobs.

My dad now left, like he always does. I don't know where he went this time.

I changed and washed my face, so I look a little better.

I made my way to my room and turned the TV on.

After a few minutes I heard the doorbell ring.

I walked downstairs and opened it to see George.

I hugged him then he hugged me back
"Oh Karl, I'm so sorry"he said, patting my back

"It's okay.."

We went upstairs to my room and started watching a movie, it was pretty funny. We ate chips and laughed a lot.

"Hey, wanna shit talk?"his eyes lit up

"HELLYEAH!" I said, turning the TV off.

"So there's a sapnap guy in school , who gets a lot of girls but dream said that he's like supah gay"

"How does dream know that?"

"Sapnap is his childhood bestfriend."

"Oh. Well that's cool"

"Yeah, I thought you could talk to him" he said , wiggling his eyebrows

"George... Don't start this again."

"Oh come on! He's older, you prefer old ones right?"

"Well. Yeah.. but that's not the same!"

"Just give him a chance!! Apparently he likes you"

"So he's that tall and masculine guy always watching me in the hall?!" I said, surprised

"Yea". He said, smirking

"Well, I'll might talk to him. He's pretty hot"

George started laughing
"What's so funny? Idiot." I said with a confused face.

"You, you're so funny, how can you like older men so much?"

"I just do."

"How? I mean, how???"

"I don't know, I just do."

"Dude you're Weird"

"Says you!!" I pointed at him

He giggled then started rumbling about dream. But all I could think of was that sapnap guy. He has all those masculine features, and also, tattoos. Which is weird since we're in highschool.

Is he some kind of spy who only came back to highschool as a disguise to stalk me?... I watch too much movies.

Besides, if that was the reason he was here, why me?

"...so? Are you in?"

"Hm?"

"The party! Dream invited me and I thought you could come with me"

"Oh, umm sure"

"Okay, go get ready then."he said smiling

"Now??"

"Yes." He rolled his eyes. "Wear something sexyyy! Sapnap will be there too."

I nodded then turned around to face my closet. I looked through all my clothes but I couldn't find anything I liked.
"Georgeeee help me!!"

"ugh okay"he pushed me aside then started looking through my clothes.
He held up a pair of leather pants I got from my mom at my 17th birthday. I never wore it, it's been a year since then.

He also handed me a black crop top I never knew I had.

"Put these on" was all he said before grabbing his backpack and walking to my bathroom

I put the clothes on.

Half of my stomach was out, which I didn't really like.

He came out looking majestic actually,  he was wearing baggy jeans and also a crop top

"Looking good!" We both said then laughed

I put a few rings on, red arm warmers to give it a pop of colour and also match my red converses.

"Ready to go?"

"Yep." I said popping the p

We walked outside to see dreams car parked Infront of the house.

I climbed into the back, George into the front.

Dream gave a quick peck to George then drived us to his house.

We saw a lot of cars parked Infront of the house, and the neighbors too.

We got out and went inside, the music  was literally so loud, I had to cover my ears before I got used to it.

Dream and George went to get drinks, I stayed on the couch, just staring at people.

One person caught my eye though.

It's Sapnap, ofcourse.

His tight black shirt showed all his abs and..all the goods. And the tattoos on both of his arms. He's beautiful. He's also hot. As fuck.

I also spotted Dream and George dancing, so I guess they'll never come back with the drinks.

I took a quick look at Sap-
"Where is he?"I thought.

"Karl, Karl Jacobs right?"

I jumped, then realised it's him. My leg began to bounce, I nodded.

"I'm Nick. But I prefer Sapnap" he said with a smirk(?)

I nodded again then looked at my hands in my lap

"Wanna go grab a drink?"

"Sure." And that's what we did. We drank a whole bottle of vodka together.

We where sitting in the backyard, at the edge of dreams pool.

"I think you're pretty cool"

"Hah thank you" I said while giggling

He smiled.  "can I kiss you??"

"Atleast take me out to dinner first man" I laughed

"I'm not joking idiot." He said in a serious tone.

"Oh um, sure."
"We won't remember this anyway.." I thought, knowing full on that I will

He leaned in and kissed me.
After a few seconds we parted.

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