Arman and Assar.

🦋Chapter 64🖤

ALERT:EDITED

Song: See you later.
Artist(s): Jenna Riane.

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(Arman's POV)
(3 months Later)

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Who knew this is what life felt like when you loose someone you loved.

I knew Assar and I would have to go through struggles but I never expected her to die.

I thought she'll get better and we could overcome this together but Allah had other plans.

I can't thank him for taking my wife away from me but I can't also resent Him for that.

I know she wasn't in love with me but I was looking forward to winning her heart.

She was supposed to be by my side, we were supposed to go through this together but she left me all alone.

My surgery to treat my fertility was due next week but now I don't feel like going.

The woman I wanted to carry my kids is no longer alive so what's the point.

For a man who hardly loves and hardly let go how was I supposed to get over Assar.

I can never move on and I can never stop loving her and it hurts so much cause I can also never have her.

All the punishment I had to go through cause of what I did to her, this just have to be the worse.

Separation.

If I knew she was going to end up dead I would have never brought Halima home that day.

My instincts was telling me to be a good Muslim and not do that but I ignored it and look were it got me.

I ended up loosing her, I never thought I'll ever love her but I did and now the pain of her death just has to be the worst feeling I've ever felt.

"Arman" my mum called as she entered my room.

I've moved back to my family home, I just can't live in that house anymore, everything reminded me of Assar and that scene of her lying unconscious covered in blood is always the first thing I see when I come inside the house.

It's so unbearable, I can't stand it.

It's been 3 months since her passing and everything still feels like it happened yesterday.

"Arman, you've not said anything" my mother said as I looked at her.

"Mum what do you want me to do, how can you tell me to marry her sister don't you know I'm not ready to move on" I said

"Arman you can't keep living this way, you have to let go and move on, you still have a life ahead, you both were just destined to never be together" my mum which hurt me for some reason

"Mum how can you even say that to me right now" I said more like a complaint

"Arman, she looks so much like Assar and she already accepted to marry you, I'm sure she'll help you move on" mum said

"Mum that sound so ridiculous I won't be able to do it, she looks so much like my Assar she's just going to make me keep remembering her" I said

"Arman you need to understand if you loose someone you never thought of losing then Allah will bless you with someone you never expected having, Assar was a good woman I'm well of that, Summaya is her sister and she's just as precious as her, I asked around about her and everyone replies on her behavior were very positive, Arman what if Summaya was your soulmate but Allah couldn't let you marry her till you be with Assar" my mum said