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𝘅𝘅𝘅𝘅𝘃𝗶𝗶.𝗦𝗼 𝗙𝗮𝗿

Warnings: Mature Language, Crying, Walkers, Death, Slurs, Disrespect on Teen Moms, Sexual Assault Mentioned (briefly), Death Mentioned, Murder Mentioned, Blood, Violence, Trauma, Drug Addiction, Transphobia Hinted, Weapons. 

𝐒𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞...𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞..𝐀𝐦 𝐈 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡?~𝐎𝐥𝐚𝐟𝐮𝐫 𝐀𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐝𝐬

𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐲 eyes, was this real? Was this happening? Was he really doing this? All I could see was a grey blur and my uncle lying on the floor. I stepped closer towards Daryl, "Why ya jus starin at it?" I finally asked him as I walked towards him. "Cmon just shoot it in the head already." I scoffed, still not being able to see clearly who it was. I suddenly stopped as I got to Daryl. I now realised he was crying. "No..." I whispered out, my eyes glossing over with tears as I saw someone I loved stood in front of me. "Ada.." Daryl croaked out, I sunk to the floor. Tears flooding down my face whilst I screamed. "It can't be real." I cried out, I felt Daryl wrap his arms around me. Trying to console me, but I couldn't be consoled. I sobbed as I watched the flesh hang out of its mouth, "Get off me." I sniffled, shrugging out of Daryl's grasp. "Addison." He sniffled.

I ignored him and forced myself to get up, I stumbled towards the walker and rolled up my sleeve. "Do it, gwon. Take a big chomp, yanno ya wanna." I coaxed, through sniffles. It let out a growl as it stumbled towards me, "Go on!" I shouted,  my sadness turning into anger. It got closer, so close that it nearly took a bite outta me yet before it could an arrow shot through its head and it fell to the ground. "The hell are ya doin?" Daryl snarled, dragging me away. "What else is there ta live for?" I sneered back, freeing my arm. "Ya family, Beth, ya goddamn kid." He growled to me. "Beth don't love me, she'll be fine if I jus go. Maddy won't know no different, the rest of y'all would cope. No one needs me and that's fine." I bluntly said. "I need ya, Louise needs ya, Maddy needs ya and as for Beth, she fuckin loves ya. So don't ya dare be selfish." Daryl sternly told me.

"I'm sorry Daryl." I whimpered, he wrapped me in a hug once more, I could see his lip trembling through my glossed eyes. "Me too." He muttered. "We're gonna get em yeah?" I asked, shaking slightly. "Fuck yeah." He agreed.

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𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬 on my sketchpad in my cell, it was Louise's birthday tomorrow so I wanted to make her a card. Maddison was asleep so I had a bit of spare time, it was also keeping my mind off of Beth and drugs. Louise told me that she used to love watching Gossip Girl as she was growing up, I watched a few episodes with momma when I was growing up. I decided to draw her a portrait of Blair seen as it was her favourite character, she admitted that when she used to watch it as a boy she'd dream of being Blair. I hope now she believes that she can be.