chapter 14

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I knew he still loved me but for the love of god I am deep love with Gerard and it only grows. I knew it is completly hopeless to the fact of me being whom I am and each tattoo that litters my tanned body has a story to tell and each one is special to me. That is why I wanna tattoo to symbolize Gerard and his pure life and beauty.

Anyway like planned earlier on were all sat in a circle on a hot day revising and eating random biscuits with Mikey and Ray and just enjoying life as it is to be honest with you "Hey Gerard can I speak to you?" Mikey pulls his hot older brother up without waiting his answer and as he got up from opposite me he smiled at Ray but not me which hurt big time, "Hey Frank, man to man can I ask something?" Ray leans over whispering at me "do you think Gerard would let me take him on a date?" I spit the drink of water I had in my mouth "nope never, won't allow it" I push him a little "why not then Frank" Ray glanced at the arguing boys "I called Gerard first. M I N E" then a idea springs to my mind like a jumping gazelle "try Mikey I know he likes you" I surrgest and as I look over I see the brothers in a vivid convosation  about something then Gerard shrugs and Mikey hugs him and walks over. Then he does some extremely unexcepted (Gerard I mean not my best friend) when he sat down Gerard ditched his stuff and sat in between my already open legs nervously leaning back so I could smell his strong cologne and it was bliss and I take my phone out quickly messaging Mikey without Gerard knowing about it (like a ninja):

F: OMFG THANK YOU MIKES, I owe you MASSIVE time

I placed my phone down and seconds later I heard Mikes phone pinged for him to reach down and grab it and I knew he read it when he burst into a fit of laughter making me laugh too "dude shut up" I laugh inhaling more of the Gerard smell "what happened?" Gerard and Ray said in unison "Oh dear brother, Frankie just fangirled" Mikey showed Ray the text making him snigger "Over me leaning on him" Gerard looked up at me with a confused face on him "Oh babe you have no idea what you do to me" I said lifting my arms and wrapping them around him "So if I did this" Gerard commented kissing just the edge of my mouth and pulled away quickly so it was fast but lingered making me groan at him "No fucking fair" I say blushing at the laughing faces.

"Don't forget Frank you are over mine tonight" Mikes request was still covered in giggles "yay longer with Gerard" I say stroking Gees arm softly "Sorry hun but I am going out with Alex and his band plus finally meeting his boyfriend Jack" he smiles softly "Won't be back til  past 1 am" Gerard tapped my leg and start drumming his long beautiful fingers on my guitar case "So how was demolition lovers" Mikes smiled as my face paled "How did you - " I start before Mikes buts in "You pocket dialed me when played to Gerard" Ray awed at it.

Hey sorry for not updating in a few weeks but it's here now so enjoy, and I am starting work experience tomorrow and I am terrifed. and I re dyed my hair black again for the hell of it.

GOING TO GET MY HAIR CUT SOON AND STRIPED THEN DYED A SOME SORT OF BROWN MAYBE WITH A BLUE STRIP IN IT. Hope you enjoyed this small fluff ~Modern Blasphemy

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