a beautiful soul

Mia's second tape

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How can someone pretend for so long that they are perfect

some people pretend for a day, a week, or a year but you

You have been pretending for your entire life Mia Jensen

Do you really think people around school believe in your fake smile

Your fake happiness, your fake perfect relationship

If you do then let me break the news to youMost of us see right through your lies

You once told me that every woman wears a mask

At first, I didn't think you wore one but little by little

I started to see a side of yours that I didn't know

One day you were the happiest girl on the planet

the next day you were quiet and almost timid

the day after you looked mad and full of anger

And day after day you kept on having different moods

The signs were there but I didn't see them

I was so focused on the relationship you had that I made the reason

That night I wanted every reason I could find to stay

You told me to go to the party and I went

You told me to have fun and I tried to have

You told me to go on the jacuzzi and I did

I did everything that I could think of to make you look at me

To make you see me, but you never did

Not when he was by your side, but even when he wasn't he was all you talked about

Monty this, Monty that and I admit

Now I admit

I was jealous and I made that the reason

The only reason

That party wasn't just surprising to see you so friendly with me

But also Jessica

Your whole group was being nice for once but that didn't last though

I admired you, Mia, you have been through so much yet when looking at you

You seem so pure and untouchable

What are your secrets, Mia Jensen

I believe tonight was one of them right?

Not anymore

Once I realized who was at the center of all the things that hurt me

I had my answer, but in a different way you find yours

I didn't grab bottles and bottles of alcohol

I got my answer by thinking about you

I thouhgt about you all the time Mia

How didn't you noticed that?

I tried to talk to you a couple of days later I recorded tape 12

The same day I saw Bryce walker for the first time after it happened

But you ignored me,like you always did, this past year

So lost in your own world, a world where you can controll everyone and everything

a fake world you live in Mia

I gave life one more chance

I looked for you, in every room I went in

I trusted in you to help me, if anyone could talk about being broke

it was you, Mia Jensen

But instead, of having Mia Jensen i got Millicent Jones

I wish I could say I finally followed your advice

But I have always done that, haven't I?

Maybe even more than I should have

So Mia I took your advice for the last time

I couldn't deal with my own problems

So I'm not dealing with anything anymore

For the first time Mia, you gave me an actually good advice

SO Thank you Mia Jensen

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