Our Time Will Come ~ 𝒲𝑜𝑜𝓈𝒶𝓃

- 24 -

_sannie
Bro, are you going to the Busan concert??

young_woo
HELL YEAH!! Damn it's my first time seeing BTS live!!

_sannie
Damn, i'm going too!! But you told me you were over K-pop! 😭😭

young_woo
That was a long time ago man! I'm totally into it again!

young_woo
Oh dude we gotta try to meet up!

_sannie
Hell yeah we should! Are you going with Yeonjun?? I didn't know you guys stayed in touch

young_woo
Yeah we're still good friends
Are you staying overnight in Busan?

_sannie
Yeah i'll probably stay in a hotel

young_woo
Ooooh no, come with us! We're staying at my uncle's place, there's room for you.

_sannie
That's too kind, thx but i don't wanna bother you 😥

young_woo
It's up to you but seriously no problem at all!

S: Hyun, Wooyoung's going to the concert with a guy from high school, they're staying at his uncle's place and he invited me to join them. Would you mind if I go or not?

HJ: Why would it bother me? Because he used to be your crush?

S: Well yeah, I guess.

HJ: No prooob, go ahead San - he paused for a moment before adding with a hint of concern - You don't have feelings for him anymore, right?

S: Of course not.

HJ: There you go. But it's cute that you're asking me - he smiled.

I returned the smile.

S: Okay, I'll go then.

_sannie
Alright, i'm in :)

young_woo
Aaah perfect! You'll be better off with us than alone in some tiny hotel

_sannie
Yeah for sure, so we can fanboy together over the concert

young_woo
Exactly

_sannie
I've already seen them in concert once before, you're gonna love it!

young_woo
Seriously??? Damn i'm even more excited now !!

We continued chatting and getting excited about the concert for a while. I can't wait for the day to arrive.

As the days passed, we got closer to it. However, an event dampened my enthusiasm about a month before the concert.

HJ: Sannie... - he said sitting on the edge of the bed where I lay.

Uh-oh... I know that look and it's not good. I sit up without saying anything, watching him with a worried expression, waiting for him to continue.

HJ: I need to talk to you about something...

My throat tightens and my heart beats faster. I'm afraid of what he's gonna say.

S: Hm...? - I uttered softly.

There was a brief silence, the words he's about to say seem to be stuck in his throat.

HJ: There's a guy at my school... I kind of like him. And he's already confessed his feelings to me...

I say nothing. I shift my gaze away from him to focus on the bedspread. He does the same.

I want to scream, my heart is yelling, but I remain very calm.

S: How do you like him? ... Do you still love me? - I say with little strength in my voice.

HJ: Yes, I love you with all my heart. But I really like him though, I don't know what to do San...

S: Do you wanna leave me for him...? - my heart shatters as I utter these words.

HJ: No!

S: Then what're you going to do?

HJ: I don't know...

S: Is he in your class?

HJ: Yes... I'd like to promise you that I'll stay away from him and forget about him, but I don't think I can. And more importantly, I don't think I want to...

I still keep my gaze low, not daring to look at him. I'm on the verge of collapsing. If I look at him, I'll break down. And I don't want that, not in front of him.

He still loves me. But there's someone else he loves too. And he doesn't want to push away those feelings for him.

What are we gonna become...? He says he doesn't want us to break up, but I can't stay with a guy who looks at someone else.

I get up without saying anything and leave the room, leaving Hyunjin sitting there as defeated as I am.

I sit on the couch and pull my knees to my chest, wrapping my arms around them.

I feel a tear escape from my left eye. Then another from my right eye. And very quickly, dozens of salty teardrops cascade down my cheeks.

Nevertheless, I remain silent. I stifle my sobs.

I'm afraid of losing Hyunjin. I feel like I'm suffocating.

I'm afraid of losing him, but I don't know what to do. I feel powerless. I'm no longer the only one in his heart, and it's breaking mine. I love him so much.

What're we gonna do? What're we gonna to become?

After almost ten minutes, Hyunjin joined me. He sat next to me without saying a word. He was crying too.

He hugged me, making me bury my face in the crook of his neck. And our tears continued to flow in silence.

Conclusion Chapter 24: San's heart broke.

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Damn i'm sorry, this fic is too sad, San is going through a lot 😭😭 Honestly, i found San and Hyunjin so cute, i might turn this Woosan into a Hyunsan now because i don't want them to break up 😭😭

Oh and for those wondering, Felix's the guy in question 😏

ChatGPT names every chapter i put in to translate, for this one it named it 'Heartbreak in K-pop World' i can't 😂😂