One Of Your Girls// Gojo Satoru × y/n

13. Nervousness

I have currently left him on seen for about 15 minutes.
I have no clue what to say to him.
Should I be all nonchalant like "oh" or like "fuck yeah!" ?

You know what's a better alternative?

Just leaving him on seen and sleeping.

When again,

*ting ting*

[Blue-eyed giant] : r u seenzoning me rn

[me] : oh sorry I fell asleep
*lies*

[blue-eyed giant] : oh ok nvmind
[blue-eyed giant] : good night, I'll see u tmrw

[blue-eyed giant] : ;)

Huh.

[blue-eyed giant] : sorry oop I mean

[blue-eyed giant] : :)

[me] : goodnight

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Gosh, I guess I won't be getting any sleep now.

I twisted and turned in my bed for hours until I finally succumbed to my exhaustion.

I woke up the next morning.

But guess what.

I still feel dizzy as fuck.

Great, I won't show up again.

No , I've got important classes today. I shouldn't be absent.

I try to get a hold of myself, and I take some pills, get ready, go about my way.

I started feeling nervous at the thought of seeing him again.

Gosh , what is wrong with me.

And miraculously, I shared the first class with him.

I enter the campus seeing familiar faces all around and was not surprised to see that except for Shoko nobody else really noticed my absence.

"Y/n, how are you feeling now? I missed you!"

Pfft. As if. I see her head is filled with thoughts about Suguru. I'm damn sure she enjoyed her time with him.

"Yeah, I'm better now I guess. I have a recurring dizziness issue, so I'm kinda used to it. The fever started wearing off much earlier."
I wasn't gonna tell her I got dizzy when I overthink too much, and when I read too many thoughts at once.

With each step that we took towards our sociology classroom, my heartbeat got louder.

"You good? You look nervous" Shoko asks.

Is it because of Satoru? She thinks

"No! It's not like that" I say suddenly getting defensive.

Oh fuck

"Hey , I didn't even say anything!" She says

"Oh no, I was just, talking to myself.." I say, looking flustered.

Shoko nods her head.

Understandable.
I mean, she's used to it.

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We walk in together, and my eyes dart around the entire classroom, looking for him.

I see him sitting at the back, looking bored , with his chin on his palm.