Lost sister

Part 31 (1)

You're in the lab with Tony and Bruce, talking about the chip they took out of you, hopping they found things that could help you put an end to everything.

- Y/N: So, is the chip useful ? *Sitting on the edge of the desk

- T: First, get your ass on a chair *Points the chair next to the desk

- Y/N: Sorry dad *Sarcastic tone

-B: We don't have much for now.. but I think that yours and Bucky's are connected so if we have both, maybe we can finally get some answers *smiles at you

You listen to him, swirling around in the lab.

- T: Hey kid, can you describe what you felt when you were controlled by it ?

You stop and look at him, not wanting to get to talk about it.

- Y/N: Why that ?

- T: I think it can help us understanding how it can control the brain, and so basically figure out how it works *smiles sarcastically

You look at Bruce, trying to find some support but he doesn't say anything, as he thinks about it.

-Y/N: Wow it really does help *swirling around again

Natasha suddenly walks in.

- N: What does help you сестра (sister) ?

You look at her, knowing that this conversation may now end badly. You turn to Tony.

- Y/N: Explain her Tony *gestures to him to do it

- T: *raises his eyes

I just want Y/N to talk about when she was under control, so Bruce and I can manage to finally know what this freaking chip is *smiles

Natasha looks at Tony, annoying by his request. You look at both of them, not knowing if it's better to say something or not.

- Y/N: Can you stop this starring contest please ..? *You go to Natasha

Nat please, can we talk outside ?

She looks at you, worried but she follows you. You both go outside, as it's a sunny day. You both stop when you're out if sight.

N: So ..? What do you want to talk about ?

You sit her on the bench beside and sit next to her.

- Y/N: I just want you to listen okay ? Don't say anything until I'm finished..

- N: Okay.. *she takes one of your hand

I'm listening..

- Y/N: I'm gonna tell you everything about my time with hydra because I need to talk about it, and, because I want you to be the first to know.

She looks at you, forcing herself to keep up in front of you. You notice it but let it go.

- Y/N: When they took me, they kept me in a cell for about 2 months ; Until I would cooperate. When I gave up, they took me to a lab, making me do all sort of tests, especially psychological. For months I've been train to first defend myself but then to attack, to kill. They abused me psychologically, made me weak so I would listen to them. *heavy breathing

When I turned 14, they decided I was ready to get injected with the serum. The pain was unbearable, made me weak for days after. I stayed in my cell until I first met James. He entered my cell nicely. I may have try to stab him with a nail I found *laughing

He was supposed to show me how to control the new strength I had. Then, around 16, I went on my first mission under their control. We had to retrieve a scepter.

Natasha is listening to you, quietly, some tears rolling down her cheek. You know that she is blaming herself right now. You take her in your arms, trying to calm her down.

- Y/N: It's not your fault старшая сестра (old sister) *you look at her

Can i keep going ?

- N : Of course you silly *smiles at you while wiping her face

- Y/N : So, you know the rest, they found the gem and after some experiments, they decides on exposing me to it, resulting in this *showing of a red mist ball

They were satisfied so they went far, pretending some research to involve strangers in this, involving Wanda and Pietro to it.

- N: Have you ever been in contact with her there ?

- Y/N: No.. I could only feel her, which was really hard sometimes.. I wanted to go in her cell and help her but I was always watched so I ended up going on missions the most of my time so I could stop thinking about her. It worked until I get caught huh *guilty smile

You both laugh at your comment. Natasha suddenly stands up so you do the same. You both end up hugging each other. 

- N: You're not alone anymore okay ..? Now let's get help your friend so you can both live the life you deserve

- Y/N: Wow okay boss *act like you surrender

You both go back to join everyone in the living room. You end up explaining everything to the other, enjoying the fact that you feel good being around them. Now, it's time to help Bucky. 

*How do you feel about this little moment with Nat ? I'll try to give you more of this, but maybe with other team member ? Oh and with Wanda of course ;)