Always You (Leah Williamson x OC)

Complicated

Cara POV:

We were now 10 Days at the camp and it was great.The training was awesome and i managed to quickly find my way in the squad on and off the field.I had contact to everyone since i didnt want someone to feel left out but i did have the most contact to people like Lia,Beth,Steph,Jen,Caitlin,Viv,Katie,Manu,Noelle and Laura.Leah was on that list too but something feels off a little it all begun a few days ago when she didnt really wanted to hang out with me.But i let her since it was what she wanted.I thought a lot about that since it didnt really have a reason why she was avoiding me.

I sigh while i slight my phone in my pocket and stand up to grab my hoodie

,,Im gonna go and take a walk..i have a small headache" i say to Manu my roommate in german and she nods ,,Have fun but dont stay out too long" she says with a smile.

I take a deep breath when i got out off the hotel and start my walk i didnt really look at the time but it was late when i looked at my phone again i already got a message from Manu

Manu 🇦🇹: Where are you ?Is everything okay ?

Cara: Yes sorry..i didnt looked at the clock and got distracted.Im gonna walk back now go to sleep.Everything is okay

I wrote her back and start going back to the hotel.I go in to the lobby and was waiting for the elevator while i noticed that i was now a little tired but i was wide awake when i see Leah in the Elevator

,,Oh..what are you doing here ?" she asks and looks at me ,,I was out on a walk..and you ?" i ask her

,,It's late" i say and she steps out of the elevator and i just stand there and look at her ,,I could say the same to you" she says and i smile at her

,,Is everything okay ?" i ask her and she looks at the ground ,,What is going on ?Did i do something wrong ?You didnt talk to me much in the last days" i say and she sighs ,,No you didnt do anything wrong.It's just..complicated"

I look at her confused ,,Then explain it to me please" i say and she was quiet.I sigh and shake my head ,,Okay then have a good night" i say and press the button for the elevator again

She takes my hand and looks up to me ,,No please..im sorry" she says ,,Can we just take a walk ?I explain it to you" she says and i just nod and follow her outside.She lets go off my hand and we walk slowly up the street

,,I talked to Jordan after you told me too and it was good.We talked about everything but Jordan said something" Leah says and i look at her ,,And what did Jordan say ?" i ask her and she stops walking and looks at me

,,She said she thinks you have a crush on me and that you want that i and Jordan break up" she says and i looked at her suprised ,,Do you believe that ?" i ask her first and she is surely unsure which i can see on her face.

,,Leah..you're a beautiful person i wont denied that but you were in a relationship when i got to Arsenal and you still are.I fully respect that so no i dont have a crush on you and no i dont want you to break up with Jordan" i say to her and smile a bit

,,Im just nice to you..and yeah i want to be a friend for you who you can talk too but nothing more" i say and sigh ,,Im sorry i didnt want you and Jordan to fight because of me"

,,No..no im sorry.I should have known that you are just being you and you're not trying to get me and Jordan to break up" she says and i smile at her ,,Maybe we should just not talk to each other that much in the next weeks.Then Jordan should know that you respect our relationship and that you are just a friend" Leah says and i nod.

I was hurt with that i wont lie.Why couldnt we not talk like we did before ? There was nothing wrong with it.We were just friends.

I still smile at her and nod ,,If its what you want then we do that" i say and she nods slightly before i sigh