In love with my best friend

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Coles pov

This girl is going to be the death of me one of these days I swear! I have had a crush on Lauren for just as long as I have liked girls in general but she's my best friend I never tried anything cause I can't risk it blowing up in my face and I lose her. Dalton knows of the crush but he's the only one that knows and honestly I'm shocked the others haven't caught on especially in moments where she changes in front of us like she did yesterday because Dalton just stares at me gauging my reaction to it all. He's also the reason why I gave in and started dating Brooke it was supposed to be a way to put my crush behind me but it's not working I still think about Lauren all the time and well if I'm being honest I think of Lauren every time me and Brooke sleep together. Even when I was just hooking up with others before Brooke I thought of Lauren so I don't know how I thought this would actually work. Am I basically stringing Brooke along yes I guess you can say I am but I got to stay with her I got to try and move on. But Brooke and Lauren are polar opposite in every way like Lauren enjoys what she likes food wise while Brooke barely eats anything Lauren is so sweet and caring while Brooke is judgmental and well just a bitch and let's not forget a total slut while Lauren on the other hand is totally innocent well maybe not as innocent as I thought considering the book she was reading when we walked in . I couldn't help but wonder how many more books of that aspect does she have. I laid in bed just thinking about everything and to no surprise I ended up getting hard so I said screw it and I jerked off and as much as I tried to think about Brooke it of course came down to me thinking about Lauren thinking about the way she gets so flustered so easily thinking about her amazing body thinking about her baby pink bra and panties from yesterday that I'm pretty sure I saw a wet spot on proving the book gets her going. Just as I was almost done in walked Brooke so of course she came over and finished the job and then figured I was thinking about her and wondered why I didn't call her she would've been here sooner
C- because I wasn't planning on seeing you today
B- well that's rude don't you think
C- well one I told you I was going to keep to myself today so I don't know why you just decided to pop up and two I'm still mad at you
B- well I missed you and clearly you were missing me too and mad at me for what
C- for yesterday
B- what when I was trying to help that nobody when I was trying to give her tips
C- I tell you I'm already mad at you so you think it's wise to insult her more
B- how am i insulting her more
C- you're calling her a nobody
B- well she is cole she doesn't belong in our world
C- says you
B- I swear you get more protective over her then you do me
C- what do I need to protect you for you can handle yourself
B- that doesn't matter cole I'm your girlfriend that means I should be your main care
C- you knew the deal at the beginning of the relationship so I don't know why you're bitching now
B- because I'm tired of her I'm tired of coming second
C- look if you just came over to whine you can leave now
B- but cole
C- but nothing
B- ughhhh
She grabbed her purse and stomped her way out which made me roll my eyes. I got up and showered then just relaxed at home for the rest of the day .