In love with my best friend

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Coles pov

Ever since we agreed to be friends with benefits things have been amazing! We hangout everyday which is what we did before so nothing new there it just always ends with us pleasing the other if that's not what we did the entire time. The guys all know of my crush on her so I don't see why they would care about us being friends with benefits but I still feel it's best they don't know what's going on. We've been doing this for almost a month and it's simply oral or foreplay or whatever you want to call it because I know she's not ready to go further which only makes me fall more for her as she is still innocent in that sense and while I would love to take it I doubt I am the one she would ever give it to. Right now we were laying on her bed and looking at the one book I caught her with the one day
C- ok I know I read the one line so I knew it was a smutty book but geez this is another level
L- shush
C- no wonder it teaches you cause it's so detailed
L- haha maybe it can teach you as well
C- oh babe I don't need to be taught and that's clear by the fact my tongue and fingers alone can make you cum 5 times in a row
L- that may be true but maybe there's something in this book I want that you haven't done
C- such as
L- not saying that was your only clue
C- rude
She just giggled and I rolled my eyes
C- so what is it actually being fucked is it you want me to be zade do you want me to treat you like you're nothing but a worthless slut meant to please me
I put my hand between her legs teasing her ever so lightly feeling how my words really get her moving
C- feels like that's exactly what you want
She whimpered in response which just made me groan and I kissed her neck as I increased my fingers but only by a little which was driving her crazy
L- coleeee
C- tell me what you want better yet beg for it
L- I want more please give me more
C- more what babe more speed more pressure hmmm which is it
All she did was whimper out more and put her hand on my dick and I got the memo
C- are you sure
L- yes
C- you sure you sure
L- yes cole
I groaned and gave her what she wanted I repeatedly checked on her that she was sure and that she was ok and if she wanted to stop but she didn't back down and thankfully the pain didn't last forever and she was feeling good she was holding onto me in any way she could which made me smirk and soon enough we finished
C- you know I gotta be honest I didnt think you'd have me be your first even with our current status I didn't think it would happen
L- why
C- because your first time should be special and with someone you love or at least trust
L- I don't know anyone I trust more than you cole and I do love you not in that way but you know what I mean and well it was special
C- really
L- yes
C- I just want to make sure you don't look back and regret it one day
L- I'll never regret it trust me
C- haha ok
We talked some more then went again then decided it was enough for one day so I got dressed and left while she went to shower . I gotta admit when she said she didn't love me in that sense kind of hurt but what did I expect did I really think she felt the same about me back?