In love with my best friend

7

Lauren's pov

As soon as I got to my room I leaned against the door finally replaying what happened in my head. I know I told him I'm sorry but I'm not sorry at all I've wanted to touch him like that for so long granted I didn't think it would ever happen let alone having his dick in my mouth . God the way he talked this morning I so badly wanted to say yes to refresh my memory but I didn't have the guts to do so and now I think that's as far as it's going to go which i have mixed feelings about cause now I want him even more my crush is just stronger now what am I supposed to do. I went and showered then put on my own clothes passing by my desk where the one book still sits . I thought about grabbing it but it wouldn't help all the thoughts I was already having . Instead I watched tv and did my best to relax for the day and then I went to bed. In the morning when I got to school I sat at the table with everyone sitting straight across from cole and I swear he did it on purpose but anytime I looked up and made eye contact he subtly ran his tongue over his lips .
Dav- see Lauren I told you the party wasn't going to be as bad as you thought this time
L- ok you were right but that doesn't mean I'm gonna want to go to another one
G- why not you seemed to have a lot of fun
W- you broke out of your shell
L- yeah a little too much
Dal- girl it's ok to let loose once in a while you know
L- I don't know
C- I do
Dav- by the way cole why did you disappear almost the whole time
C- I don't know but it's fine cause at least I was around to keep her company and take her to my house to sleep since you all disappeared on her
Dal- well she was in good hands with Zack when we all went on own ways in our defense
L- yeah until he realized he wasn't going to get anywhere with me
Dav- so even drunker than a skunk you still have your wits about you to not just hook up I'm proud of you
Dal- always such the innocent one
L- uh huh yup innocent that's me
Dal- ok not so innocent cause based off what you read it must be a gutter up here
He tapped on my head as he said that making everyone laugh while I rolled my eyes but it eased the tension I was feeling thankfully. If every moment is like this I truly don't know how long I'll be able to keep mine and Cole's happening a secret from them. The rest of the day went smoothly thankfully but then cole offered to take me home and I knew there was more to it and I knew I was right the second the words left his mouth
C- I know I shouldn't I know we were just moving on maybe acting like it didn't happen I don't know but I need more Lauren I need to relive that night especially since we're both sober and both aware to fully enjoy it
L- cole
C- I know you want it again too I saw the way you reacted any time I licked my lips this morning I know it made you think about how that same tongue toyed with your little innocent pussy
I bit my lip as my body felt like it was on fire. I read dirty books but it feels so different hearing it said to me let alone by cole and he instantly knew it to
C- what's wrong baby does it turn you on to hear me talk like this does it soak your panties like that book did
I was wide eyed at that comment so he continued
C- oh I looked if we're being honest I look at every inch of your body when you change in front of me and you can try to deny it but I know you do the same thing to me
L- cole I
C- if you really want me to stop then just tell me to stop
He started kissing my neck and rubbing my knee and I knew I couldn't say stop even if I wanted him to
L- where are we going to do this then
C- your bed you'll just have to be a good girl for me and keep quiet
L- ok
We got out of the car and ran up to my room and I made sure to lock the door before I was pinned to it as cole starting making out with me. It didn't take long to escalate like clothes were shed in a matter of seconds after the kiss started. Just as went to reach for his hard on he shook his head
C- nope ladies first now lay down and spread your legs
I did as he said and god it felt so good I mean it did the first time but actually being sober to enjoy it was definitely making a difference this time. I bit my lip trying to stay quiet and was successful for the most part but the ones that escaped weren't too loud thankfully. When it was finally my turn to take care of him he had more slip ups then I did and all it did was drive me to get it to happen more. After I don't know how long or how many orgasms later we both tapped out and just laid there
C- ok I gotta know do you learn all that you do from your books or do you watch porn as well
L- just the books
C- maybe I need to start reading it instead of just the one line
L- oh shut up
C- so like before the guys can't find out about this
L- of course now I do got to ask are we done with this now or is it going to lead to us doing it again
C- like today or in general
L- in general
C- hmm I'm thinking maybe be friends with benefits be each others dirty little secret if that sounds good to you
L- definitely
C- thank goodness
And with that he kissed me and things repeated.
L- no marks tho if this is a secret we can't leave marks
C- true well at least marks in spots people would normally see
L- meaning
C- meaning I can give you hickeys on your tits on your thighs and you can scratch up my back
L- haha ok
It got late and we knew my mom would come looking for me soon enough about dinner so we stopped and he got dressed and left while I took a shower and got dressed just in time for my mom to let me know dinner was ready. I'm so glad we finished in time!