Vol 3. Concern (1)

1.5K 95 34
                                        

----------------------------------------------------------
★ Return to me - Ambiguity (1)

----------------------------------------------------------

Crazy motherfucker. Psycho. Pervert.

You ran as fast as you could, away from that penthouse that gave you nothing but trauma.

From getting choked by Illya to Vasilyev getting accidentally summoned by the word eve along with weird nightmares, getting blackmailed by Eugene and now what?!

You slapped yourself in the cheek, trying to dismiss the blood rushing towards your cheeks and heating you up.

Just now. Why didn't you hate the situation at all?

It was weird. When other characters called your name, you didn't feel anything at all.

Yet a sense of ecstasy filled you the moment the lunatic who was obsessed with Vasilyev started calling out your name instead of his.

You felt dumb, for thinking that way.

Perhaps you had an inferiority complex?

Of course you did. Vasilyev had everything, looks, wealth, and so on.

At some point you began to wonder, would people like Eli, Daniel, Zoe, Mira and even Zack treat you the same way if you weren't Vasilyev, but yourself?

It was a weird source of pleasure.

The man who once treated you like an insect, often comparing you to the 'perfect' Vasilyev was passionately biting your lips, pressing his body against you as only the sound of your erratic breaths filled the room.

"AHHH NO."

You banged your head on the nearby tree. Why were you even thinking about that anyway???

Thats it.

Your lack of bitches was at fault.

When you had girls fangirling around you at your old school, you'd never had any of these thoughts ever. It's because you've been away for women for too long.

You sighed, continuing to walk wherever your feet went.

Think good thoughts. Think clear thoughts. Nature.. The clear blue sky.. Waterfall.. Trees... A tree...

You thought as you looked at the tree in front of you.

A tree.. A hard tree.. What the hell was that size??? It wasn't normal.

You snickered at him.

He definitely put some socks in there to seem more big.

Ah.

You shouldn't be thinking about this.

Think of girls. Girls. Girls. Pretty girls with double eyelids or mono eyelids.. Soft.. Plump.. Cushy.. Breasts...

... Mira?

You immediately turned red. Despite Zack liking her, you were allowed to like her too. Right?

You blurted out that you liked Mira earlier, but it was true. You really did.

She was kind, pretty, angelic and was always there for you despite everything. She was also the first lookism character that noticed you and wanted to be close to you along with Daniel.

How could you not like her? She was tolerant towards you, worried for you, and could see right through whether you were sad or not.

You chuckled. You knew you were straight. What happened earlier was an error on your part.

Return to Me 「 Lookism x M!Reader 」Where stories live. Discover now