the sky has opened up at last
days of waiting through rainy day and praying for sunshine have ended and i'm swimming in golden light after so long
winter really is over now. and it does feel like it. new life, new energy in relationships, new perspectives and a new chapter
the sun highlights the green and pink and white in the trees and i can't help but feel a bit of peace and joy looking at it
i've made it through the thick of it. i've left some relationships withered and broken but when i see the new trees sprouting out of them i think that this is for the best.
i sit under the skylight on the top deck of the bus. it sets a spotlight on me and i feel my wishes and pain seen and diffusing out of me
but it's not i've left everything behind unscathed. i feel a little dizzy and tired but i try to ignore it because i need calm and quiet right now. i'm still a little troubled and i feel like i've entered the flower field with nobody behind me
how tragic, to see beauty and love but with nobody to share it with
i'm itching to dye my hair again and i'm itching for summer already. i shouldn't be greedy, but i am anyways. i'm still a little exhausted and i'm tired of that feeling. but sure, i'll try to wait
life is everything and nothing right now and i'm just a bit disoriented
but i know i'm facing the sun this time and i think better times are on their way
YOU ARE READING
gold-tinted glasses
Poetrythe sky spills open and the flowers gleam gold, and looking up at the sunlight i see it all written clear as day in the trees a diary romanticising coming of age, relationships, heartbreak and love again
