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 Requested by:  cnu4me

6 Months Ago

I shook my head as the tears fell from my face.

"Lando, I'm so sorry."

Lando sniffed, pulling me into his arms, "I know baby, me too." He buried his head in my hair.

"I- I just-" I broke down in his arms.

We'd been together for the better part of two years, and he is my person, my everything, but all the hate he gets just because he is with me, just because he is with a girl who's on the chubbier side. I couldn't make him go through that because of me. I'd rather break my own heart so that he can be happy.

"I know baby," he whispered, before he pulled back and looked me in the eye, "I'll always love you baby, I promise."

I cried at his words, hearing him cry as well, before I was able to speak again, "I'll always love you too Lando. And who knows, maybe-"

I cried again on his shoulder, as I held on to him tightly. He rubbed my back, "If I knew how to protect you from all these horrible people I would baby. But I can't make you go through that."

My heart broke over and over again as I heard him cry, my arms tightening around him, "It's for the best." I whispered softly.

Lando nodded, pressing a kiss to my head, "It's for the best."

Present day

"Get up!"

I groaned again. Yesterday, I'd been with my trainer basically the whole day, so today I was extremely sore.

When I first started working out after me and Lando broke up, I admit I just wanted to be skinny like the models in magazine covers, hoping that that would make fans accept me better and Lando and I could be back together. But after a while I realized it was for me.

I had lost some weight, but I was still chubby, yet I felt better about myself. I was eating better, I was working out.

Yes, I cried every night about Lando and how much I missed him, and I had to stop myself from texting him almost every day because I wanted him to be happy. I didn't want his fans to hate him because he got back together with me.

"I don't want to."

I heard the silence in my room and sighed in relief, figuring Kika had just let me sleep in, that was until I felt the cold water soaking me to my bones.

"What the fuck?!"

"Bom dia, Bela Adormecida." (Translation: Good morning, Sleeping Beauty) Kika said in Portuguese and I glared at her as I got off my now soaked bed.

"What is the matter with you?"

Kika grinned, "Alex, Rebecca and both Lily's are currently in your living room waiting for you."

"I'm not leaving this place today."

Kika rolled her eyes, "Yes, you are. Want to know why?"

I huffed as I got up from the bed, my hair dripping as well as my pajamas, "I have a feeling I don't but you're just going to tell me anyway."

Kika laughed, "I sure am," I rolled my eyes as I grabbed the first sweater and leggings I found, "We're going to a party tonight!"

I huffed, "I'm not going Kika."

Kika pursed her lips as she laughed, "I did not ask if you wanted to go. I said we're going. Besides you said you wanted to take Micky for his first late night spin Not to mention, it's your birthday! Do you really think we'd leave that uncelebrated? Also happy birthday sweetie!."