sturniolo/nate imagines

i don't want it p2-Matt

Tbh this was gonna be one part but I wanted to see how yell would react.
Was not disappointed with the drama.

Matt POV

I left my room trying not to wake up Y/N. I went to Chris's room to find him and Nick sitting in bed.
"Was Y/N here?" Nick asked.
"Ya. She didn't get rid of it." I said, sitting with them.
"Actually? But I thought she really didn't want it?" Chris asked.
"She changed her mind." I shrugged. They gave each other a look.
"So she really wants it?"
"She doesn't want to get rid of it." I said confused.
"But Matt, is that like actually what she wants?"
"It's what she said?"
"But does she really feel that way? Or did you pressure her to think that?" I was taken aback.
"Why would she care what I think if she really wants to get rid of it?"
"Because she doesn't want you to break up with her."
"What?" I said, stunned.
"When you thought she did it. Did you break up with her?"
"Yes," I admitted, realizing what I did.
"But, it was just like because she wouldn't talk to me about it. It wasn't only because she did." I said.
"Ok. What are your views on abortion laws." Nick asked, sitting up.
"I think over all it's the woman's choice."
"Did you give her a choice?" I thought. When she came today, she seemed so sad. Yesterday, she said it would ruin her life. There's no way her parents would be supportive. She said she didn't want to get rid of it? She said she'd only change her mind if I did. She doesn't want this, I realized.
"B-but what about what I want?"
"What about what she wants?"
"What if she really doesn't want it?"
"Then that's her choice to make."
"But it's my baby?"
"It's not a baby yet. It's not gonna make any difference to it." Chris said.
"Do you care about a fetus more than you care about Y/N?" Nick asked.
"No," I sighed, realizing how bad I fucked up.
"You'll have other opportunities to have kids. Maybe that's not with Y/N, but you shouldn't have one until you're both ready." I left and went back to my room. I climbed in and pulled her close to me,
thinking until she woke up. I waited a couple minutes then spoke.
"Do you actually want it?" She sat up.
"Kind of," she mumbled.
"Did you only keep it because I wanted to?" She shrugged.
"I want you to do what you want." She looked over confused.
"What?"
"Don't only keep cause it's what I want. If you really want to get rid of it, you should."
"But, will you - are you gonna break up with me?"
"No, I'll stay for whatever you choose. I was a dick yesterday, and I messed up really bad."
"So you'll be ok with it?"
"Yes,"
"Well. I don't really want it."
"That's ok. You can do what you want."

(6 year time skip)

We waited anxiously, looking at the test. We got married last year, and Y/N said she was ready to have kids. So we immediately started trying. The beeping brought me out of my thoughts. She smiled at me, then flipped it over.
Positive.
A wide smile grew across my face. She jumped into my arms, and I held her tightly.
"We're gonna have a baby!" I said excitedly, lifting her off the ground.
"A baby!" She cheered. I kissed her passionately. Never being so happy.