January 10, 1999
I just lay on my bed and listened to the You and Me Song five times straight. That was my and Zach's song. I am so stupid!
I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM GODDAMMIT! WHY THE FUCK DO I LOVE ZACH?!!
I'm not supposed to love him. He is HORRIBLE to me. But I'm in LOVE with him! I have realized that I will always love him! There is absolutely nothing I can do about it, either.
The You and Me Song was playing on Jenna's CD player when we kissed for the first time on Halloween. It's been almost a year since we went to third base and my life changed forever. It doesn't seem like that long at all. [The power of music, eh?]
[The song that led to this breakdown was on the soundtrack for Baz Luhrmann's Romeo + Juliet: You and Me Song by The Wannadies]
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The UnSlut Project
Non-FictionI was the 6th-grade "slut." And I kept a diary. So I decided to create The UnSlut Project in the hopes that my own diary entries could provide some perspective to girls who currently feel trapped and ashamed. I am publishing these entries one at a...
