secret„ mle

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i woke up running into the bathroom to throw up, the pass few days consist of throwing up every second of the day. I left like complete shit, i can't be right? it's only been two weeks since matt and i had sex. i got ready for school and put on black sweatpants and a oversized maroon hoodie. i didn't even bother to put on any sort of makeup on. i walked out to my car and drive off to school

i was greeted by matt at the door of the school

"hey babe, you look nice today." he smiled

"thanks, but i know i look like complete shit." i giggled

"no you don't babe don't say that you look prettier then ever." he kissed my cheek

"thanks." we walked into school with our hands linked together

"i'll see you later babe." he pecked my cheek once more

"see you in math." i said

i had a meeting with guidance cousler

"mrs. williams." i knocked

"oh! nazi come in!" i entered and took a sit

"you wanted to see me?"

"yes, you're not in trouble or anything.." then why the fuck am i here?

"it's just i've been noticing something lately..."

"which is?" i asked

"your grades..." oh thank god

"yes what about them?"

"they've been improving!" okay? whatever

"really! that's great!"

"yes but that's not really why i brought you here." "you wouldn't think i would just bring you in here because of your grades, nazi! you know me." she laughed

"yea i guess i felt as if there was something wrong."

"you're pregnant aren't you?"

"what?" i choked

"you heard me.."

"i-i don't know..."

"you haven't taken a test yet?"

"no it didn't occurred to me., i just though that it was the spring air that was causing me to throw up."

"nazi you have to take a pregnancy test."

"i'll take one today right after school... but mrs. Williams im scared."

"there's no reason to be-" i cut her off

"im 100% pretty sure it's matts child there's a lot to worry about., he could possibly leave me, he could forget about his dream of being a big hit football player." i cried

"don't worry nazi, he's not going to leave you." she comfort me

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"bye babe." i said "i'll see you after your football practice right?"

"yup." he grabbed my face and kissed my lips

"can't wait to see you later." i smiled

"same." he smiled back

"i should get going but i love you." he said

"okay i love you too matt." i waved

i walked into my car and drove to the nearest drug store and took about i don't know tell pregnancy test. there was an old lady at the cashier and im pretty sure she would give me a bad look to i pretended to be on the phone with someone.