novemeber 19 2015
im now six months pregnant and emotionally conflicted, i hang out with sammy a lot because we're the only ones from class of 2015 that actually take online classes and haven't moved. and thank god my bed isn't too big, it's barely even big. since november is almost ending i get to know what the gender of my child is., i would want it to be a surprise but i need like years to come up with a name.
today im at sam's place just watching him play video games., not really a big deal because i've done this for the past three months.
"hey sam?"
"yes nazi?" he said
"you know what?"
"what nazi?" he was getting frustrated
"nevermind." i giggled
"dammit." he yelled i made him lose once more
"ugh you have to stop, like right now." he said
"aw is sami wami upset?" i mocked him
"shut up nazi!" he said and the doorbell rang
"who's that?" i asked
"just a friend." i didn't care because he usually has friends over to okay video games with him. but i wasn't ready for this one
matt..
"hey nazi." he smiled
"oh hi matt." i said back he sat next to me on sam's bed
shit what is happening? why does my stomach hurt? no no no no why is my heart betraying me??
"so how you been?" he asked like his goofy self
"great actually and you?" i asked
"im good,"
"wait how's football?" i asked with a grin on my face
"it's amazing, but i'm actually majoring in acting."
"how really?"
"yea it's been a dream of mine you know besides football." he said
"see i told you you'll succeed in life, matt." i poked his shoulder
...and he laughed
fuck my weakness...... i can't feel my heart. it hearts too much.
"i'll be right back. sam im going down stairs to eat." i said
"whatever." he said not taking off his eyes from his game
i walked down slowly, and as little as my stomach was it was pretty heavy.
"oh shit." i heard sam say and he ran out of his room
"i forgot sorry nazi." he walked me down with matt behind him
"thanks but i got half way down without your help." i said he laughed and went back upstairs
"you're pregnant?" matt asked
"uh yea.." i said
"how many months?" he asked
"six." i said opening the sam's fridge
"whoa six months, you barely look like four."
"i know.." i giggled
"who's the father?" he asked
"uh it's hard to explain."
"come one.. sam?" he said and i laughed
"you've got to be kidding me right?" i said with tears coming out of my eyes "why was your guess sammy? no way in hell." i laughed harder and harder
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secret„ mle
Fanfiction"you don't understand! he can't know it's going to ruin him, he's going to leave me." she cried one thing she knows is that this secret can't hold for any longer
