Emison | Regret

Dealbreaker

Alison's POV
"Get the fuck up." an annoyed tone that belonged to none other than Cece spoke and pulled the covers off me.

"Leave me alone." I burrowed my head into the pillow.

"Look, Ali, you'd be who knows where if I didn't find you. Why were you here in New York anyways?" she questioned sitting on the side of the bed

"I don't know. My mind is still messed and I just don't wanna go home." I told her

"You don't wanna go home? Did something happen between you and Emily?" she asked sighing

"No. And why do you always assume that it has to do with Emily?" I snapped

"Ali, you talk about her a lot." she rolled her eyes.

"And that doesn't mean it has to do with her!" I shouted, turning to my side avoiding Cece.

"Alison, get a fucking grip, this is reality, stop denying things, stop avoiding things, stop giving up and work for what you want." Cece lectured

"If you want her, get her. Denying won't get you anywhere, avoiding the problem won't make it go away. If you give up, it shows that you don't deserve her." Cece's words echoed through my head

"It's not that easy. I know I don't deserve her." I mumbled

I know that I've been denying but it's not like I'm not willing to accept this.

She's happy right now, and I shouldn't interfere with that, I should just back off like I was told.

"Look at me Alison." she spoke, turning to face me

I looked at Cece, who seemed to have become more mature over the time we spent away from each other.

"You're a DiLaurentis, a DiLaurentis isn't weak, a DiLaurentis stands tall and strong. Listen to me, I know, okay?" she closed her eyes for a second to embrace me in a hug.

"I know." she whispered

Tears slipped from my eyes, to be honest, I guess I just put up my front for too long.

"It's okay Ali." she caressed my cheek.

"Come on, we're going shopping." she dragged me up from the bed and got dressed.

For the whole day, we went to the mall and Cece told me to buy whatever I wanted, as long as it'd satisfy me.

I sat at the table, taking a bite from the doughnut.

"So, who is in the way?" Cece licked her thumb clean.

"Nobody I can't handle." I replied instantly, not wanting to cause trouble for the brunette.

"Ali." she insisted

"Gaymary." I gave in, rolling my eyes.

"Oh?" Cece's voice went high pitched.

"She took Emily's virginity." I explained, "She's not letting Emily spend time with us-,me. She got me suspended." I continued

Cece stabbed her fork into her pasta that she ordered, she twirled it around and ate it.

"Hmm.. a threat to Emison." Cece said