Bruised love: Hayes g

Idk what chaper

"Hayes what do u think your doing?!" I scream as I push him off of me and fall of the couch.
"I thought u liked..." He says and I cut him off.
" YOU SAID U NEEDED HELP HAYES FOR MATH NOT THAT I DIDNT COME HERE TO GET FUCKED BY YOU OR ANYONE , I CANT STAND YOU HAYES GRIER FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU!!! I shout.
I stomp to the door but he yanks my hand forcefully and pulls me back "I'm really high today I'm sorry ," he says with promising eyes.
"Hayes , I-I can't j-ju-just don't touch me ,"
I whisper I push him away and I walk out the door.

"HE DID WHAT!" Jack yells . He starts to tence up and his face is red . Very red with anger. I place my hands on his face to cool  them " nothing happend Jack he was just high that's all I promise plus he would try it I have millions of rape whistle," I laugh
We both start laughing and we talk about other stuff. "Gia we can't hang out like this anymore," Jack says looking in my eyes .

"What do u mean?" I say
" I'm 19 you 15 and I know  age doesn't matter but you have been getting a lot of hate from people and it hurts me and I know u can pretend not to see it but it's there" he says (btw in this book Hayes in 16 already )

" so we can't hold hands or do any of that stuff anymore ?" I say tearing up
" yes" and just like that he gives me a sorry smile and walks out my house.

I scream in my pillow so loud my throat burns . I throw my tv remote across the room. Where the fuck is my parents when I need them . I call my mom and she tells me that her and dad are in South Africa helping children in need . My sister is fucking Cameron Dallas and she doesn't think I know and I won't ask. I cry a lot longer than expected . I finish a whole can of pears and I walk outside to look at the stars. I lay on the grass I wipe tears every second but I don't cry.
I hear someone coming my way "g?" I hear Hayes say.
He lays beside me and looks up at the stars he doesn't say anything he just looks up with curious eyes.
" are u still high" I ask
"No" he says
I turn over so he he doesn't see my tears.
" it's ok to let people see u cry," he says still looking up.
"Why," I say sniffing
" because your so beautiful when you do," he says now he's looking at me.
I don't say anything I lean on his shoulder and he wraps his hand around mine and we both fall asleep outside . In my sleep I hear him whisper something but I don't understand it.

When I wake up I'm in my bed . I stretch my arms and try remember what happend last night . I smile when I see who's laying on the floor next to my bed
" goodmorning," I say