I get the call
I barely heard what the man said
I dropped the phone
When I heard you were dead
Your face was on the news
Sucide written next to it
My mother told me to sit
She gave me a speech but I couldn't hear
How did I not know
That you were in so much pain
My tears fell as hard as rain
I thought it was me
I should have said something
Told you not to go
You just felt so low
I'm sorry
We barley talked anymore
We just grew apart I guess
I didn't know our friendship would create such a mess
I miss you
You wrote me a letter
It came one day too late
Maybe that was just fate
I should have called
I won't do it now
I've seen the pain in your mother's eyes
I'm not going to tell mine lies
I wish you could come back
You should have given life another chance
You could have put up a fight
Things would have been alright
But it's too late
I tried too apologize to your family
They said to it wasn't my fault
But it still hurt as bad as falling on asphalt
I think I've got it now though
It had nothing to do with me
I couldn't have help if I tried
My eyes have dried
I'm ready now to speak my truth
I hurt you
But you hurt me worse
It's like out frienship was some kind of curse
I'll miss you but its not my fault
I can't blame myself
We were no longer friends
I'm looking at the world though a different lens
You taught me somthing
So Thank you
I know now what not to do
I'll miss you my friend
