Hell Above; Lashton

Prologue ~

this book is unorganized and its a fucking embarrassment but enjoy ((((:

I sat in the school's bathroom floor, bawling my eyes out. Why did it have to always be me? I'm also human, I have feelings too. Im not just some piece of trash. I hate life. I hate everyone. And I especially hate myself. My Mother should've just aborted me, I shouldn't have been born. Yes I may be gay, but why bully me about it? I didn't choose to be like this. I'm not the only one different around here so why the hell choose me?

I deserve it though. Im an ungrateful idiot who hates everything in life and doesn't want to be alive anymore. Lord, just take me away. I'd rather be somewhere else than this hell-hole we call Earth. The only reason I'm still alive is because of my best friend Niall, Niall Horan. He's been through thick and thin with me and I can't thank him enough for saving me. I want to go home and fall asleep so I don't have to feel this misery.

Sleep: It's the only time I'm ever happy.