what now?

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Four weeks have passed. Still no reconnection with Niall and me. I cry every night and hope every day that he isn't ready to get the divorcing papers. Or would want to get divorced.

He did keep his promise of always visiting Fiona. She babbles around is currently on the path of saying mama and daddy.

Michelle has a boyfriend now and is finishing her drivers license. She turns 17 in a couple months. I'm on my way to 24. Wow, time goes by fast. Or used to, now it just drags barely getting me through the day without being overly bored and depressed.

My life went from being a overly happy mother and wife to a sad, half lonely one. You don't realize it until it actually happens. I want Niall back. I need him. I love him and I know he must too.

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Niall Horan and Me ?!Onde histórias criam vida. Descubra agora