So I Just sat there in the bathroom in my home with my back against the wall. I took slow breathes as my pulse began to slow down. I looked at the floor with my blood on it.I looked at my arm and it said the words Hope, Love, Pretty, Happy, and the one that mattered most to me...wanted.These are the things I want to feel for once in my life.My phone was ringing constantly and i became annoyed.I screamed and yelled for it to stop.When it stopped ringing i decided to listen to the voicemails they left because of me insuring that this would be my last day on earth.I was almost done but had one left.When I looked to see who it was from I began to cry and hit play
"Babygirl?" his voice cracked, "Babygirl, I know you didnt do what i think you did.",Then he paused," Baby you aint gotta go through this alone, Im tellin you baby im here for you. we can do this together Shaniia, I swear to you, I promise.
You could hear him start to cry a lil bit
"Shaniia you better call me back.Okay, I love you" he said before he hung up.
The voicemail was over.I cried because i knew he really cares about me but its just to much on me.I was tired of life and maybe if i was done hear on earth that maybe it could be a little better.I was so light headed from all the pills i had just taken.I took the razor and put it up to my arm and started cutting but this time i hit a vein.I was screaming in agnoy of the pain and then i stopped. I had no more feeling and my eyes became heavy and they closed and maybe that would be the last time i closed th.I was tired of it all, the feeling of not feeling loved, happy,pretty and most of all...UNWANTED.
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UNWANTED ( Chresanto Love Story)
FanfictionShaniia Bozeman is the smartest person in this senior year and i think we all know what that means.All it took was for her bully to drop her book for her to meet the love of her love, despite her bully is his girlfriend.Shaniia is in search of alot...
