UNWANTED ( Chresanto Love Story)

Part 58

Ray Pov

I walked in Shaniia's room and admired her. She was soo beautiful. it was ashame she had to leave so soon.I walked over to her and looked at her. her long jet stone cold hair and her now pale skin and purple lips. in some was she was still pretty.

me: wassup amp, uhm me and you both now that i aint good with words and i just wanna let you know that im gone miss you ma. you gone always gone be with me. i was wondering can you just look over me.Today i wanted to tell you i left the streets. i was on my way to your house to tell you, and i wanted to tell you that i got eccepted to ucla. I did all this for you. You know shaniia that day we talked you showed me what i was capable of .

*Flashback*

It was night time and it was just me and shaniia ridin around and smoking on everything we could they she said

shaniia: rayan?

ray: shaniia?

shaniia: why are you in the streets. Like what do you have to prove. Cuz i know thats what it is

me: shaniia i been in the streets long as i could remember. i was about 12. and your right i was trying to prove something. i was tryna so my weak, punk ass dad that we didnt need his money. the way he was tryna give it was fucking my moms and i wasnt down for it. He was a street nigga too and i just wanted to prove him wrong cuz he told that i would never amount to anything or have my own money so thats why i did it

shaniia: But rayan did you think you was proving him wrong? you wernt doing anything but doing what he was. You can prove him wrong. get a job and go to school, now thats how you prove him wrong cuz then you would be on top of it, and doing something with you life. she took a puff of the blunt. thats how you prove someone wrong cuz being in the streets aint the only way to live.

rayan: why you get into the streets

shaniia: I had something to prove. I wasnt a punk anymore. it showed that i wasnt the little scary girl anymore, she grew up and became ruthless and hoodlem, and where do hoodlems belong?she took another puff. in the streets. but i left because i was done provin shit to people and it was time to prove it to myself

me: your my inspration

she smiled

shaniia: i look up to you

me: how do you wanna change the world?

shaniia hit her blunt again

shaniia: before we change the world we gotta change ourselves.

she looked at me when the light turned red. and all i could do was think about what she did

*flashback*

me: honestly shaniia you changed me me in so many ways basically i was inlove with you but im happy you did have a guy who would and im happy that we were still friends at the the end. So i guess i'll go and i love homie. i chuckled.i mean shaniia and im happy that you left on good terms.

I Gave her a kiss and left. it was too much for me