UNWANTED ( Chresanto Love Story)

Part 40

Shaniia POV

I was sitting watching tv when my phone rang. i didnt tend to look at my phone becuase i was in suspence of watching my favorite life time show

me: hello?

??:come home

i choked on my ice cream. why is he asking me this

me: why? you just broke up with me 

a month ago

chres: shaniia.then he sighed. im not thinking straight. i think letting you leave showed me how your a big impact in my life.

me: chres do you know how bad you made me feel. you didnt change from we were young. you did the same when we were teens. i hate feeling unwanted.

chres: i know baby im trying to change.i know i wont be much longer but you shouldnt have to wait. i cant lose and for some reason i really it feel it i cant have you. but baby.then he sighed again. when its all over baby im yours if you still around i just want you to know

i wanted to cry. but was this the same routine we used to always go through?lord knows i wanna go home. but i didnt know what to do. great. for once in her life shaniia doesnt know what to do

me: chres. i sighed. its not fair you hurt me in so manys ways. the way you did me wasnt fair at all

chres: i know and if you dont come home i understand. but im still yours if your still around and at the end of it all.

i hung up. he was so selfish. he wasnt the same guy that helped me become strong or confident. he changed .its like the money got to him. in the matter of time i was gone have to talk to him about the baby. ugh. why is it always me?

Chres POV

she hung up on me. i havent talked to her a whole month or casey. when i call her she tells ma august she doesnt wanna talk to me. so i guess i'll go over there for a while.when i got there i saw my grandma and casey on the couch watching tv.

me: hey mama

ma august: hey baby

casey glared at me then looked at the tv. what was wrong with her?

me: hey case

she didnt reply

me: case

she still didnt say anything

me: case

she got up and tried to go to her room but i stopped her

me: why arent you talking to me.

casey: leave me alone

me: talk to me now

casey: no

me: why

casey: you let her do mean things to me and broke up with mommy. i hate you your not my daddy anymore

then she ran away. i felt hurt and pain

ma august: its okay she's just upset

me: im tryimg the best i can

ma august: thats all you can you baby

me: i'll see yall later

i went home. i knew i was doing wrong. i was at home about to roll me me one up and was about to smoke. i noticed that it was raining shaniia loved when it rained. she said it made her pain and sorrows go away. it kinda made me smiled i was about to puff but the doorbell rang. i went to see who it was when i opened the door and i couldnt believe who it was. shaniia standing at my door in the rain. i could hardly tell if she was crying because of the rain

shaniia: i came cuz i -

i didnt let her finish i grabbed his face and kissed her. i didnt want to stop. it was clear to me that she was crying and then she let go.

me: shaniia come home i-i didnt mean what i said or what did i just wasnt.

i stopped because i didnt want her to see me cry but i let tears escape my face.

me: please come home.

shaniia: chres i cant leave you. then she whiped my tears. but we have to talk

i moved out the way so she could come in and she sat on the couch and i sat next to her and moved next to her.

me: whats wrong

then she began to cry and looked down

shaniia: i- im- im pregnant. im sorry

i was shock and she began to cry more

shaniia: say something

me: are you serious?

shaniia: i knew you would react like this

me: wait. i began to smile. so your telling me im gonna be a dad. well again? dont be sorry.

then she looked up at me. i dont know if she knew or not but i was happy.

me: baby im happy. i said with a smile

shaniia: are you sure?

me: yes baby im sure

me: yes baby im sure. i said and i whiped her tears.

shaniia: its one thing we gotta do before we start over.

me: im ready for whatever it is.

shaniia: we gotta leave

me: where. cali?

shaniia: no chres. we gotta leave the streets.

it sent a chill down my body. that was like telling me to dont claim casey as my daughter, i just couldnt do it. I couldnt leave something that raised me and gave me what i have now. but thats what she wanted me to so i guess i had too.

me: okay

shaniia: promise me. and we cant get caught up anymore

me: baby i promise

she hugged me

shaniia: i love you chresanto

me: i love you too babygirl