UNWANTED ( Chresanto Love Story)

Part 56

Shaniia Pov

Me and Roc havent talked in a few days. I dont know whats been up with him.I mean we sit in the same house and he doesnt speak to me. I think he's back cheating because i saw in textin random girls. But why we are so unhappy.Why does it feel that my marriage is coming to a end.But i cant take this anymore.I feel so unhappy because it seems my spouse is unhappy.I Sat in the living room on the couch and roc came downstairs and was about to leave.

me: where are you going

chres: you dont need to know

me: im your wife, i need to know

chres: man shut up. cuz you ma wife dont mean shit.

when he said that it was like a stab in the heart.

me:what?!

chres: you wanna know where in going? somewhere to get the fuck away from you, you sick insicure bitch

me: I HATE CHU. I HATE YOU SO MUCH. WHY DID THE HELL DID I SAY YES TO YOU. YOU SIT HERE AND SAY THIS SHIT TO ME?IM DONE I QUIT. DONT CALL FOR ME TO COME BACK. I'LL MAIL YOU YOUR DAMN PAPERS.I threw my wedding ring at him

chres: I DONT CARE FUCK YOU TOO CUZ THIS TIME I WANT BE ASKIN NOR BEGGIN YO ASS TO COME BACK

i was so angry. Maybe after all i didnt need him as much as i thought i did. Maybe we wernt meant for each other and we forced it. i wouldnt have never had this problem if Ashai was alive. Sometimes I cried for Ashai. I loved him so such.I went upstairs and grabbed my leaving bag for when ever i wanted to leave. This was the actual of being UNWANTED. I rushed downstairs and passed chres and walked outside to the rain and got in the car. i started the car and chres banged on my window

chres: and what the fuck you plan on doing with ma kids

me: im taking them fuck leavin a state ima leave the fucking country

chres: bitch i wish you would do some stupid shit like that with my kids.then he hit my window and i drove off

Chres Pov

she was making me angry as hell. she drove off

me: Yeah Run you scary bitch Fuck you Hoe I Fuckin hate -

then the unthinkable happend.Her Car got hit by a Semi. I was in shock. i Couldnt Move all I could do was cry

me: NO

I Ran over to her car. and she sat there looking lifeless. i unbuckled her seat belt and pulled her out of the car and layed her head on my lap

me: Shaniia you okay?

she didnt respond

me: Shaniia please say something please baby

she still didnt say anything. i pulled out my phone and called 9-1-1

911:911 whats your emergency?

me: my wife. her car got hit by a semi we need help.

911: help is on the way sir

me: thank you

i kept crying. i felt upset with myself sayin and being rude to her. what did she deserve it for all becuase i got mad. and how could i get that mad and then go sleep with jordan.She didnt deserve it at all. she's too much of a good wife, mother, duaghter, and most of all a friend. We ended up at the hospital and we were pushing here on the gurney and she opened her eyes.

me: baby can you hear me?

shaniia: i can. she said so soft i could barely hear

me: listen baby you gotta stay with me okay. just stay with us

she smiled

shaniia: i see this light, its so beautiful, i seened it before. it was when they all stabbed me. now its back. i wanna go to it and touch it.she smiled and let tears come from her eyes.

i started tearing up

me: baby dont go to it, dont touch it baby dont do it

shaniia: its coming closer. its more beautiful than ever.

me: damn shaniia dont leave me. i started to cry

she looked at me and touched my cheek and i held her and pressed it against my face

shaniia: the good ones go. If i go, then you and me wont have to worry anymore. because i'll be safe. when im up there i can finally see the little girl i was supposed to have, and see ashai

chres: babygirl im sorry. i was supposed to protect you and i didnt

shaniia: you can protect me by puttin me in gods hands

chres: i wont let go. i let my tears fall on her hand

shaniia: dont cry, be happy im leaving, thats what you were going to do earlier right?Look when im gone go live with jordan, love her,make her happy, marry her, and maybe have children of your with her. and kiss the kids for me

me: shaniia stop talking like this

shaniia: the light is coming closer.then she smiled

doctor: Her Heart rate is dropping

shaniia and the doctors went into the room. and i tried to go but a doctor stopped me.

doctor: you cant go pass

I was full out crying right now

me: whatchu mean i cant go back there, thats my wife. i said while crying

doctor: sir can you go sit with the rest of her family.

i walked to the waiting room and everyone was crying or sniffling or just silent. ma august, ms. bozeman or lishawnda shaniia's mom was sniffling,princeton was hold riha who was crying her eyes out in his chest, ray with his head in his hands and prod glares at me, then gets up and punch me in the face and i fell

prod: HOW THE FUCK YOU LET THIS HAPPEN TO HER.NIGGA YOU SUPPOSED TO BE PROTECTIN HER NOT GOING AND CHEATIN.THIS IS WHY I DIDNT WANT YALL TOGETHER.BUT YOU BOTH WAS SO FUCKIN HARD HEADED.

me: craig im sorry i just-

prod:NIGGA FUCK YOU AND YOUR SORRY!THATS MY LIL SISTER BACK THERE FIGHTIN FOR HER LIFE BECAUSE OF YOU.then he started crying.

prod: i trusted you with her life. how could you let this happen. thats my sister, the mother of my nephew, my other half, my better half, my bright side, and most of all me bestfriend man. he cried harder. how could you be so selfish man, i trusted chu.how could you do this to us.he sat down and cried.

I sat down and waited for them to come back. a few minutes later a doctor came back and pronounced shaniia, a mother, a daughter, a sister, a homie, a wife, and most of all a bestfriend has died. She bleed out touch and she had a head truma and she was under to much stress and she could had haved a heart attack.they said we had to go it one by one to take on last look of her. I couldnt believe that my baby girl was dead and gone. I wanted to just die myself. because now what did i have to live for other than my kids.everyone broke down ma august help ma L (shaniia mom) as she fell to the ground

ma L: Why my baby lord. take me with her. What has she ever did wrong lord.

prod went crazy and start punchin walls. prince, ray, and riha took him outside and i just sat there. Ma L and Ma August went to see shaniia one last look at shaniia. I knew it was harder on her because she lost her child.I wanted to be last to see shaniia.Life just want be the same