UNWANTED ( Chresanto Love Story)

Part 55

Shaniia Pov

Me and chres went out because i got my bandage off my arm from the shoot out. i was holding on his arm and talking as we walked up to the door he tried to put the key in the door but i stepped in the way.

chres: niia come on move so we can go in

me: what if i dont wanna go in?

chres: shaniia move

me: am i intitled for something if i move and we go in? i said suductively and bit my lip

they looked at me and grinned he pushed his body against mines.he's tall compared to me. we both went in for a kiss.

chres: you can be intitled for alot more if you just let us in.he said and bite my lip

i chuckled a lil but not alot because he was biting my lip.

me: okay. i said suductively

i moved out the way and he unlocked the door. we walked in the house was trashed. someone had vandalized it. I couldnt Believe my eyes chres kept quiet and just looked

chres: what...The.Hell

we just looked and walked and saw a note

As you can see that re redecorated for you, but we aint like that new shit. We heard what you did to the phillips but this time you fucked up because we comin for you, yo nigga and them bitch ass 4hunnid people too. you looked wonderful on your wedding day.This time when we get you, you aint leaving alive like you did the first time. Then after we get you and roc we goin for ya kids and make them go to sleep. So we'll see you soon. but we will be unannounced so stay alert.

Leo

I read it to chres. He sat down and put his head in his hands and sat there. i stood up just thinkin then chres lift his head up and looked at me confused

chres: and what zee fawk did he mean that chu look wonderful on your wedding day.

i looked away. chres got off the couch and stared at me

chres: shaniia?

i ididnt say anything i put my head down and messed with me fingers

chres: Shaniia What the fuck did he mean Answer me! he yelled at me

me: he was at the wedding. him and marco was there

chres put his hands on top of his head

chres: Why didnt you fuckin tell me huh? He yelled

Me: I DONT KNOW. i didnt want you to worry because me and you were finally coo and calm and i -

Chres:But now look where we at. Die cant die and minute now. We COULD'VE PREVENTED THIS SHIT DAMN SHANIIA

me:Im Sorry

chres: Man Fuck You Bein Sorry. When you Fuck up thats all i get is a damn sorry, let me go and fuck up tho and its a big difference

me: what?

chres: you heard eccaully what i said everytime you fuck up you expect it to be okay but let mr fuck up you wanna raise hell from the ground. Fuck this Shit Man

I always tried to look passed roc's anger issues because i knew how bad it was, so i tried to understand but i couldnt understand now

me: look, its okay your just angry and your not meaning it so-

chres: no-im pissed, and im meaning what in sayin this isnt ma anger talking. matter of fact. then he walked towards the door

me: what are you doing

chres: out. then he slammed the door.

I slid down the wall. what did i do? Was i not doing my part of a wife?Was it me Causing the trouble in the relationship. I Just Felt Like i wasnt needed anymore and i was done for. That UNWANTED feeling came back to me. I got up and cleaned up everything to make me tired. when i was done i went upstairs and tried to sleep but i couldnt. i went into the restroom and opened up the medical cabniet and looked for any type of medicine. i picked 5 different pill bottle and took to pills of each bottle at once. i started to feel dizzy so i walked in the room and layed down and went straight to sleep. it was about 5:00 in the morning when chres came home. i heard him throw his keys on the dresser with his hat. i guess he stripped out his clothes to. he laid down next to me with his back towards me. i tried to touch him but he brushed me off, i turned back around and cried silently to myself and i thought of for you i will be monica.