Stiles, you make me happy - Stiles

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Y/N's P.O.V.

I sat next to Kira and she smiled at me.

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah."

"You look so tired." Lydia said.

"I couldn't sleep." She nods.

"Are you going to eat?"

"No. I'm not hungry." I smiled at her.

Scott looked at me like he knew something was wrong, but I didn't say anything. I heard the bell ring and we headed over the chemistry class, I saw the empty seat in front of me, I searched for him and I regretted when I saw him sitting next to Malia.

"Hey, can you help me with homework today?" Scott asked.

"Sorry, Scotty, I'm so tired today."

"You're always tired lately; y/n is everything ok?"

"Yeah. I'm just a little stressed. That's all."

[...]

"Sweetheart, you've been so sad and tired lately, what's wrong?"

"I'm fine, dad."

"Is it Stiles?" I looked at him. "You're always missing people that you shouldn't be missing, sweetie, but sometimes you gotta burn some bridges, just create some distance. But is so good having feelings, you know?"

I nod.

"I hate that I love him, dad. He acts like 'we' never happened."

"You should talk to Lydia; you know she always helps you with this stuff."

"I know. I'll."

I climb the stairs to my room and I call Lydia.

"Hey!"

"Hi, Lydia."

I didn't say anything but started crying.

"Oh, y/n, I know it's been hard for you. But you can always talk to me. Please, I want to help you. You're my best friend."

"The way he watches Malia like she's the only girl he has ever seen. It's killing me. He never really cared about me."

"I'm so sorry, y/n, but in my opinion, Stiles still loves you."

"If he wanted me, he would just say so, and never let me go. D-Doesn't he misses me like I miss him?"

"I'm sure he misses you,"

"I hate him so much, Lyds." I cried.

"Tell him everything. Tell him how you feel; I'm pretty sure you will feel a lot better. And if he doesn't care, he's an idiot. And you will move on. Because you're amazing."

"I'm scared."

"Don't be."

"Thank you."

"I'm always here if you need."

I took a deep breath.

I'm feeling used but I'm still missing you, and I can't see the end of this. I Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips, and now all this time is passing by, but I can't seem to tell you why it hurts me every time I see you, I realize how much I need you. I hate you. I hate that I love you. I can't put nobody else above you Stiles; But. You want her. And I'll never be her. You fucked my feelings. I love you.

I touch the 'send', feeling so much better, for telling him everything.

It's been a week since I texted Stiles. He didn't say anything. He was still ignoring me, pretending that I didn't exist.

"Can you believe that Stiles broke up with Malia?" Scott said to Lydia.

"What?" I almost yelled.

Scott laughs.

"Stiles broke up with Malia yesterday. He called me and told me everything."

"W-What happened?"

"He definitely said something bad or did something bad to her, because she slapped him and well, he came to my house, his cheek was bleeding, her claws cut him."

"What?"

"She..."

"No, I get that part! Where.... Where is he?"

Scott looked at the bathroom and I got up.

"What are you going to do?" Lydia asked but I ignored.

I got on the bathroom and he was washing his hands.

"Hey, you can't be here!" Some guy said.

"Get out!" I looked at him.

"Ouch."

I held Stiles face and I looked at it.

"Y/N what are you doing?"

"She couldn't do this to you!"

He rolled his eyes.

"I deserve it."

"Yeah, I kinda agree with that, but she shouldn't have done it!"

Stiles tried to walk way but I stopped him.

"Are you going to ignore me again? After everything I said?"

"What do you want me to do?"

"I want you to tell me how YOU feel. Because I told you everything, Stiles, you fucked everything we had together and I didn't say anything."

"What do you want me to say? That I fucking love you? That I was dating Malia because I wanted you to forget me? That I wasn't in love with her and that I still fucking love you? I'm sorry if I hurt you, but it's been a hell for me too! I was trying to protect you! But I hated it! Every time Malia kissed me I wished it was you. I never wanted to bring you to this supernatural thing."

"I can protect myself!"

"No, you can't!" He looked at me. "And you know what? I would never forgive myself if something happen to you. Because I love you."

"If you love me, then stay with me. I'll be safe if I'm with you."

"If you're with me, you're with the rest of the pack, and then you're in danger."

I shake my head.

"I don't care."

"I do."

"I love you, Stiles. I want to be with you."

"You'll get hurt."

"I'm sure you can protect me. Just, stay with me. Please."

"I want you to be happy."

"Stiles, you make me happy."

He sighed, I hugged him tight and close my eyes, enjoying this moment, I missed him so much that hurts. Stiles' hand caressed my cheeks and he kissed me slowly, I love the way his lips are soft against mine. I love him.

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

"It's ok. I'm not mad anymore."

We left the bathroom and Scott and Lydia were outside.

"Oh, Scott was narrating the conversation to me." Lydia said.

"Lydia!" Scott looked at her.

"Ops."

I laughed.

"Thank God you guys are fine now." Lydia hugged us.

"I was tired of listening the both of you crying to me." Scott said.

"Shut up, Scott." I rolled my eyes.

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