A/N - This is based off of a Free! edit, look it up, it's AMAZING. And, yes, I updated! Also, shoutout to for being amazing! Please at least consider looking at them!!!
BY THE WAY, I WILL TELL YOU WHEN TO PLAY THE SONG! (Lol fav song rn)
Warning: Cursing Included
PLEASE READ THE BOTTOM OF THIS CHAPTER. THANK YOU.
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You looked at C/N. You miss them. A lot more than you should.
You sigh as the bell rang as you walked out of the classroom. You never had the chance to look up and ended up shoulder-bumping C/N.
"Dude...watch where you're fucking going..." C/N said walking away.
Your heart shattered once more when the once love of your life hated you once more. You darted out of the school and headed home slamming the door behind you.
(Play the song)
You slid down at the door putting your head in your hands.
Your life was a shooting star
That burned out way too fast
And all the memories
Of a dream that's built to last
All those memories...going to the pool, visiting them often, and most importantly, enjoying the food you guys made for each other.
Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
For my next panic attack, no
Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
For my next crash
You sobbed inside your arms. They were so...magnetic. Amazing.
It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I remember the good times
When I remember the good
It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I let go of the heartache
When I let go of your heart
All the times that I keep holding onto
Even though you're gone
And the nights that I keep holding back the tears
I hope you found what you're looking for
You avoid flipping through those pictures. No. Don't.
I pray that you're happy now
You're never looking back
Rest with the angels now
The heavens gains your laugh
Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
Cause you're never coming back, no
Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
For the last dance
"I FUCKING MISS YOU!" You yell in the nothingness of your empty home.
It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I remember the good times
When I remember the good
It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I let go of the heartache
When I let go of your heart
All the times that I keep holding onto
Even though you're gone
And the nights that I keep holding back the tears
I hope you found what you're looking for
"I'm such an idiot..." You continue.
Don't say goodbye tonight
Don't say goodbye tonight
Don't say goodbye tonight
And leave forever
Don't say goodbye tonight
Don't say goodbye tonight
Don't say goodbye tonight
And leave forever
It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I remember the good times
When I remember the good
It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I let go of the heartache
When I let go of your heart
All the times that I keep holding onto
Even though you're gone
And the nights that I keep holding back the tears
I hope you found what you're looking for
I hope you found what you're looking for
You have to move. Get outside. Get some fresh air.
You decide to go to the area where you two mostly met: the park. (Feel free to change the area.)
You walk wiping away the tears. Remember how you both were so close...and they just left.
You keep walking until you stop and stand there trying to collect yourself. You decide to look up and see if you're embarrassing yourself: and sure you are. C/N was by the end of the area.
Should I say hi? Talk? Leave? They probably forgot about me anyway. You think.
You walk over and slowly say a low 'Hi'.
"He-What do you want?" They say. You could hear a faint sound of disappointment in their voice. "I-I wanted to see if you were doing okay...to have a friendly chat..." You squeak out. "Why in the bloody hell would I have a 'friendly chat' with you?!" They say as they pin you to the wall. "You know what...if you're going to be like this...then I'm going to leave." You force one of his arms down and start to walk away. "Wait! Come back...!" They say, grabbing your shoulder and wrestling on the ground with you, both of you tumbling, them ending on top.
"What do you even want from me anymore?!" You say, full of upset. They don't respond, only you to find a teardrop falling onto your face. A sobbing, shaking C/N is on top of you. You pull them into a hug.
"I missed you." You manage to say.
"I...I did too....my dear Y/N." They say wiping away the tears as you both walk together, into whatever calls your name.
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