It Ain't Easy Being Me.

Part 14. Why did I say Yes?

Mayas Pov:

Wait a second did I just say yes. Crap. I don't even know how I feel. I mean I don't even think I like anybody besides. Oh my God. Where did Lucas go. I look over to see where he went. But he was nowhere in sight. Crap. He wanted to talk about everything, hopes,dreams and all that crap.

"You okay Sab." Bradley asks.

"Um- Yeah I'm just so Happy to be with you." I say. Wow did I really just say that. It sounds like lines from my movie. God.  Wow. I still don't think this feels real.

"You wanna go to a cafe to talk." He asks.

"Um- sure." I say and we hope into his Mustang.  I look out the window just thinking. And I realized what I had said. This is um one of my fans he's completely obsessed with me. He must be so mad at me. Why did I say that. He's eyes looked so pained when he saw Bradley and me. But why. God I'm so confused. Something Grabs my hand. Its Bradley he grabs my hand and kisses it.

"I love you." He tells me. I smile.

"Thank you." I say. He looks confused. And I'm confused. Did I just say thank you. Wow  what is wrong with me today. My phone beeps.

Farkle: Where are you. We need to talk.

I look at it. And just stare for a second. What would he want to talk about. I message him back.

Sabrina: I'm heading to the cafe on main. Meet me there talk then. I text him then place my phone on my lap.

"Why did you say thank you." Bradley asks looking at me. His eyes didn't have the same glow as Lucas's eyes always did when he talked it didn't matter when he was mad or sad they had this glow that I couldn't stop thinking about.

"I don't really know." I say with a laugh.

"Hey we're here." I say quickly jumping out of the car rushing inside. What have I been thinking or saying for that matter. We find a place to sit. And I get a smoothe. And sit there and I don't talk at all. My phone beeps again and I check it.

Farkle: I'll be there soon.

I text him an okay. And check my Facebook. Bradley looks at me.

"Hey. I've got to go. My sister needs help picking out her dress for her dance she has this weekend. Bye. I love you." he says walking out. As he walks out Farkle walks in.

"He seems sweet." Farkle says. I give a small smile.

"Yup." I say taking a sip of my drink.

"So you love him. And he loves you that's good right." Farkle says.

"Yup." I say again with barely any emotion.

"Well Lucas is completely happy you guys are together. He even went back to his old ways. I mean as we speak he's probbally on a date with some hottie somewhere." Farkle says. And my face goes blank.

"What." I say with a lot of emotion and it was more of an angry emotion.

"Yeah I mean he's Lucas Frair Fuckboy of the year. What did you expect he would hang out with you and change his ways. Face it honey you don't know him." Farkle says.

"But I do. I know that he can't stand to see girls cry. And he finds it oddly weird to watch as I take off my make up. And that he likes to read to kids. And even tho he won't admit it hes scared of me. And that he can't stand to lose. He has to win. I also know that something is going on with him and he won't tell anyone. Like whats  happening with him and his eye. I think that he's to scared to let sombody know." I say. Farkles face practically has a wow on it.

"Oh well. I'm sure you know Bradley better tho right." He says looking at me. I stare blankly.

"I don't tho. I've know Bradley for what 14 years and I barley know him. I've known Lucas like 2 weeks and I know more about him. I may not know everything but I do know some things." I say.  Farkles looks at me.

"You would know more if you wouldn't have said yes to Bradley so you and Lucas could hang out and talk about everything." Farkle says. He stands up and starts to walk out.

"Is he really back to being Fuckboy Friar." I ask.

"You'll have to findout yourself." Farkle says. He leaves me with my thoughts.