Sasuke x Reader • PAIN •

32. cries & despair

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"(F/n)..."

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You couldn't think straight, you were just not you anymore. Nothing or anyone could awake you from this nightmare you were living, this was just so unexpected. You never thought you'll ever experience things like these.

Well..not so soon anyways.

"I'm sorry..I didn't told you 'ttebayo."

"Leave me alone."

"(F/n)-"

You were furious, anxious, mad, and depressed, you couldn't handle it. What had angered you the most is that you didn't knew what was happening to Sasuke. He was dying slowly in front of your eyes without you even noticing! Most of all, he was suffering and you couldn't do anything about it. But then again..who knows? Maybe you can?

There was something you could do about it, but were you going to take the risk?

"Don't Naruto..!"

"(F/n)-chan..please calm down, I hate seeing you this way, please stop crying 'ttebayo." Naruto pleaded and begged for you to at least tell him you were going to try, but you knew you couldn't so instead of replying, you only cried harder. He hated seeing you this way, it broke his heart, where was the warm smile you would always give him? The blonde was afraid, afraid to loose Sasuke, and if he didn't make it, he would loose you too.

You'll be dead but alive.

"There's nothing I can do about it.." You sobbed into your hands as your body shook slightly as every sob you let out was heard throughout the waiting room. "Why didn't I notice..?!"

Then again, you weren't the only one crying, Mikoto was letting her tears out non-stop. Her son's life was in danger, and all she could do was wait here until the doctor will come out with results.

Her older son, Itachi tried to comfort his mother in every way possible, but in reality, he was trying to hold back his tears too. He loved his younger brother dearly, and seeing him slip away from his arms like this wasn't the way he wanted to last see him. Not like this.

"Mother..everything is going to be okay, Sakura-san just called Fugaku for us, he'll be here as fast as possible." Itachi said and placed a hand on Mikoto's shoulders in order to comfort her, but she knew what was going to happen next. She didn't had hope that her son would survive, she just didn't.

Why? Because it was reality.

People had to face the truth and live through it.

But every single person has different points of views, and different opinions. The way people think aren't always the same, it's not always what someone else would expect, you know?

That's what makes each and every one of us unique.

Some believe and some don't and that's okay too, but you were the opposite of Mikoto at the moment.

You believed that he would survive through what he was going, Sasuke wouldn't leave his family and friends behind, now would he? He's a strong kid and there was no doubt about that. Even though his life was in danger, even though he was having trouble breathing, even though his chances of surviving this were less that a fifty percent chance..you knew he could survive this hell.

You just knew it-

"Excuse me..is this Uchiha Sasuke's-"

He will.

Mikoto perked her head up immediately and stood up with the help of Itachi. "Tell me..! Is he okay?! Is he alright?! Is he going to make it-" She yelled out and Itachi tried to calm her down once again, only to fail like last time. She was a mother, of course, she would react like this.

"Hey..!" As you let go of Naruto's hand, you quickly hurried towards the nurse's direction. You sniffled a few times and cleared your throat in order to be ready to speak. "Is he okay?! Please tell us.." You pleaded as concern and worry was shown in your (e/c) orbs.

That's when you noticed the look on Sakura's face, the same as yours, maybe even worse. Had she been holding her tears this whole time? She was crying uncontrollably, the pinkette was scared that she would loose someone dear to her and it was obvious now. How could you not notice..?

Sakura still loved Sasuke with all her heart, over all those rejections she had gotten from him, she still held those feelings. Maybe she didn't even realize herself until now- when she thought that his life was going to end.

Sakura-chan..

"Is he? Please speak up 'ttebayo!" Naruto furrowed his eyebrows and took a hold of Sakura's shoulders to keep her still, and to comfort her as well.

"I'm sorry.." The nurse started to speak up and she looked away not wanting to even make eye contact with any of the people in front of her. "He's not going to make it-"

"No! Please- no!"

"Nurse Naomi! We need you, its an emergency!"

"I'm sorry-"

"Please don't-!"

Naomi bowed her head forward quickly and took a hold of her clipboard. "Gomen! I need to assist-" She apologized and then quickly ran towards the patient that was being taken away for assistance.

You believed..

Your eyes held no emotions, you kept still as you heard Mikoto's and Sakura's cries in the background. You didn't knew what to do anymore, this was not the way you wanted to live your life. You wanted to live it by being by his side, even if he didn't love you or if he chose someone else, it didn't matter to you, even if he hated you.

You were okay with that.

As long as he was there, as long as he was breathing.

As long as he was okay.

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"So..you're finally awake?"

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